Watching some youtube videos on Atheism, and religion. Besides the obvious question "what is the meaning of life", people say search for the meaning but where would you even look at to start? lots of places people look to like religion, science, their life up to this moment, etc. This is most likely an impossible question to think about, and there really are no wrong answers i suppose because everyone is different. But where would the best starting place be to look? how can we find a meaning if we cannot know where to look to begin with?

I'm not going to search because i believe life is a mistake. As a guy on this youtube video said

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WNC6...eature=related

I pretty much agree with the 1 thing he has to say, step outside and kill yourself and what will happen? nothing. You'll have killed yourself and not a damn thing matters in the end. No purpose, and once you're gone nothing really matters because in the end it doesn't really matter? life goes on, you get forgotten in time as if you never existed, and maybe after you die you will never exist again, before you were born you never existed. Why does a damn thing matter?

What exactly do you need to fill in for your life to have a purpose? why do you need a purpose? etcetcetc. Anyway...me, like you all have like a billion questions that we will never know.