The tone of most your posts speak for themselves and show a true lack of understanding on many a level.
As I've already said countless times, If you continually look outside yourself for answers you will find none. If you look outside for justification and purpose, you will also find none...
Clearly, your conclusion for life, among many other things, comes from having a lack of perspective. You, like others on here, are focusing
way too much on the results reached through outer observation. Without the ability to have perspective enough to observe both inner and outer discourse in perfect accordance with one another, you will be left unable to find the purpose in the lack of purpose-- unable to enjoy the contradictions of life. Inabilities, which are evident in your vocalized frustrations.
Time and experience naturally bring one into perspective. You, like many others in here, are still pretty young. Yeah, I know when we are young we all like to think that age doesn't matter, but it does. Otherwise, we wouldn't assign the meaningless digits to ourselves, in the first place. I remember being in the
exact same mindset as most of you are at 15-16-- thinking I had the whole world all figured out, and how experience and age didn't count for sh:t. I even dated a girl 10 years older than me for 2 years thinking it didn't matter because I was ahead of the game. Trust me, it does matter. Sure, there are some exceptions in eloquence, education, and edification of one's character... But overall, we pretty much think the same things during the different stages of our life.
I'm sure as much as you don't want to admit it, deep down you must know your way of viewing the world is askew. Just as everyone's is. If you didn't allow for the existence of error and self-doubt, that certainty of life being pathetic and pointless would've had you kill yourself long ago. Whether you admit it to me or not, I know you don't fully believe what you just preached and must leave room to be proved wrong somewhere in the back of your mind. Which in this case, you are clearly wrong...you just haven't found your purpose, yet.
Hows that... Pretty much hits the nail on the head, no?
Please allow me to share one my favorite japanese proverbs...

一時が万事
(Direct translation: One moment, 10 thousand things)
(Indirect translation: The ability to comprehend many other things, from looking at just one thing, especially from human action or words)
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