 Originally Posted by asm0
hello,i just woke up,for real,finnaly,all sweat,after the most horrible things i've ever had in my life so far.So i just went out to bed,and slept.Good so far.Im experienced with false awakenings,i'v really had dozens,where im just scared,and then wake up,or wake up again in the false awakening,but i'v managed to abuse this false awakening,and turn it into a lucid dream every time i realize im in a false awakening.So back to the subject.Had a normal dream,then randomly woke up in the real life.It was 2:00 AM , took a sip of water back of bed.Alright.Now,i went back to sleep,and in my dream,i woke up in my bed again,a false awakening,got out of bed,took a sip of water,then when i turned my back to go back to bed,i literally **** when idk what to call it,something was in front of me,a black figure,never had one in my dreams,appeared , and fell down,waking back to bed again.I got scared,then i went o take a sip of water,and you can guess,the black figure again scaring the hell out of me,woke up again,same story,but right now stuff gets real,i took advantage of that,i started to put things together,i can have a lucid dream.So the black figure scared me,i woke up again,and imediatelly started to do reality checks,but they didn't work,now,after i tried checking my fingers and breathing stuff,for about 3-4 times,i got reaaaaaaaaly really scared,i couldn't get lucid,i was here tho,i knew im trying to get lucid,but only saw 5 fingers each hand,and when tried to hold my breath,i could hold my breath.like real life,so i was aware of that,but my dream was messed up,so then the figure showed up right in my face,no face,just a black figure,laughing and telling me " there's no point in doing that,now you're in my dream,and i make the rules" then he rushed at me,and i woke up again,but again,in the dream,and again,the same figure,repeating the sentence in many differents ways that im not allowed to wake up,i tried getting lucid but looking at my fingers had no effect,that was my main RC ,that went up for the entire night,i kept waking up in the same dream,hoping,i`d wake up in the real world,i tried to stay calm,ignore the black figure,everytime,tried not to think about it,hoping it would disappear,it was right beside me when i woke in the dream,it was on my floor,it was everywhere,at some point,it got funny,and heres the problem,when it got funny,the figure laughed with me ironically, telling me "you are free now" then i woke up again,now,at that point i was just scared,frightened,it was the worst nightmare i'v had,only to realise,i woke up in the same dream again,finnaly tought i woke up,the same figure,staring at me,laughing,telling me "why aren't u laughing now".After that,i finnaly woke up due to my alarm,7:00 am,i literally have no words,that dream left me spechless,dont have the guts to tell it to anyone,perhaps right here its the best place i can tell it,pls halp,why couldnt i go lucid,what the hell was that dream,and why the hell couldn't i wake up.
Maybe it's better to wait for more experienced people who know this better, but my guess is that you were under the assumption that there is someone who has control over your dreams which is false. You are the creator of your dreamscape, and you have ultimate control over it. As for why you couldn't wake up, it could also be related to expectation. Like i said, if you get lucid again, take a moment to remind yourself that this is your dream and noone else's dream. With that simple reminder, you can easily crush annoying things like this and soon enough you'd be the one laughing.
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