I've had a recurring nightmare for about 6-7 years now that I have no idea where it came from. It starts with a first person view of a girl - shortish black hair, round face, piercings, cute having an argument with who i can only assume are her parents. I don't know exactly what is said but it makes me feel very uneasy - things kind of jump forward and she walks towards me, starts to go down some stairs, stops, turns and starts laughing at me - I can see her "parents" blurry in the background and then she disappears. If that isn't weird enough I then see a third person view of myself sleeping in my bed, except there is a woman dressed in really old style clothing knelt on the bed slowly reaching towards me. This is the worst part as I jolt myself awake except it's a false awakening and I'm in sleep paralysis. I feel like my eyes are open, I can't move and I can feel the bed compress next to me like someone knelt onto it. This is usually followed by the sensation of someone breathing on my neck or a woman whispering things like "Hello" or "I can see you" into my ear very softly... but in a very taunting sort of way(like haha I'm here and there's nothing you can do about it). Because of the SP I can't move but I feel like I'm awake and that is the worst part. I always sleep on my side so I never get a view of whatever it is messing with me. Usually at this point I frantically try to will myself to move by trying to roll off my bed. When I succeed at that I get yet ANOTHER false awakening and it feels like something jumps on me as I try to crawl out of the room to get some help. Normally I make it out into a hallway which at that point I'm finally able to wake myself up. It is the most terrifying feeling I've ever had and it's so insane it took me awhile to believe it simply because it feels so real. After doing some research I'm able to stop it once the SP kicks in because I can recognize it and then do my best to become lucid or "wake" wake myself up. Pretty crazy stuff as the people in the dream I have no recollection of, maybe some crazy repressed memory but I don't think so. Weird stuff tho. |
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