Nightmare after nightmare and now a lucid nightmare

First nightmare happened 3 days ago I was dreaming that my mom forbided me to go to the PC ever again and I got sad alot as I was never going to see my love again (The person I talk to over internet XD)

Second nightmare happened 2 days ago I dreamed it was storming and I was in the room with my whole family and one unknown person, I was waiting so I can go on inte talk to my love (Ya XD) and after some time (Was at 1:37 PM) the storm stoped and I went on PC again and talked to my love but the person was acting emotionless and not even appearing to love me back (My love had the same dream cept they were at their room with nobody in there and it was storming and then after it stoped the person went to the PC and talked to me but I was emotionless)

Before the third nightmare I had 2 normal dreams.

1. My love was asking if I was ok (That's all)
2. I woke up in my bed being WILD'ed but instead of going into a dream I was pushed off my bed, rolling around and at the end I kicked with my leg in mid air and hitted something, opened my eyes to find out it was my stepdad, he shrugged it off(Odd for him) and I went to the kitchen where My mom was cooking something and asked me should she put some healing bread in it and if I wanted to taste it, that it was healing but less tasty than normal one, I took a piece of that bread and started eating it and told her that she can do that, The bread was a bit less tasty but not as much as I expected xD

Third nightmare was a lucid one, I was in a dream in my bed and going to sleep again (I woke up to 2 normal dreams) I was dreaming but I didn't know and was going to sleep but instead of falling asleap I forcefully WILD'ed and woke up in my bed lucid I don't remember what happened but it was a short dream and I woke up back in my bed (Still in a dream) and I tried to go back to sleep but I started WILD'ing again but I woke up again afterwards in the same dream and so on a few times, each WILD'ing feeling like someone was forcefully pushing my soul out and then the last lucid dream like that was a nightmare. I woke up in my bed unable to move but my head, look with sleepy eyes and whisper, I heard voices talking in the kitchen. I tried to move but I couldn't, my body was paralised for no reason, I tried to use dream control but it failed utterly. I called out to someone, those voices in the kitchen, thoo I only whispered, I saw a shadow come close to the door and talk to me, it didn't want to reveal itself. I asked who it was and it said that I shouldn't care, that it wants to start it's family here as it can't start one IRL and told me that me and my love should start our family IRL and get lost from dreams. I talked to it a bit (I don't remember) then It revealed itself and entered my room. It was in form of my mother cept she looked yourger and prettier. I asked what does it want, she said that she wants (Something in english I did not understand). I asked what did it mean and she said that it's something that is gonna make me have 12 fingers on each hand. I started struggling ALOT trying to get out and in the end I managed(But the dream lost so much vividness it was like a daydream) to teleport infront of her, swing my hand back, create a dagger in it and stab her and repeat creating a dagger and such a few times untill she died, as she died I was on some mountain with dead tree's and dead ground, and alot of creatures attacked and I created something like a whip and killed them all and then I woke up (Again in the dream where I kept WILD'ing) and it tried to make me WILD again but I started moving like I would when getting out of sleep paralasis. It didn't work, it still tried to pull me in the other dream but I kept fighting and after some struggle I got out of it and ACTUALLY wake up.

Now I know this doesn't mean that me and my love aren't meanth to be as our sub-c's tell us otherwise =/ But they also say they can't control our dreams atm