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It seems like a classic case of losing lucidity towards the end once you became too embroiled in the cop plot. Am I right?
Liked On: 04-21-2021, 05:37 AM
Not sure how I'd define self-development exactly. Maybe more as self-improvement? From my point of view, this type of thing has come both from experience and from a desire to keep myself balanced, in...
Liked On: 10-11-2020, 03:39 AM
I'm an SD book junkie. I see self-development as positive action we can take to make our lives better. When we work on ourselves, we build pride and self-respect. And while self-acceptance is...
Liked On: 10-08-2020, 05:59 PM
I live by the concept that you are always choosing to do something. If you are sitting and not actually doing anything, that is the thing you have chosen to do. I focus on doing good at my job so I...
Liked On: 10-08-2020, 06:05 AM
I try to learn new skills and overcome bad habits. I set realistic short term Goals. I meditate and I am grateful
Liked On: 10-08-2020, 06:04 AM
Truth is everything around you. It is the essence of you and your mind attempting to comprehend the world. So in a sense, lucidity could be a possible way to create a new truth. A new truth in which...
Liked On: 04-02-2018, 04:59 AM
Do you by any chance happen to be in the possession of an powerful magical ring? Haha but jokes aside, how is that even possible? :o
Liked On: 02-14-2018, 01:21 AM
In this dream I had decided to save the world through enlightenment. This is something I decided to do in waking life about a year ago but only recently is it really sinking in and reflecting in my...
Liked On: 01-24-2018, 01:46 AM
Thank you! Getting a hang of DEILD seems like the next goal for me, I think I have done it a few times before but most of my attempts are unsuccessful as of now. I only used it to chain lucids I...
Liked On: 01-20-2018, 07:02 PM
Yeah, usually I find it good when I wake up because then I can make sure to remember my dreams, and even take down notes, as well as do some mantras. However I kept waking up at around 4 and not...
Liked On: 01-19-2018, 01:51 AM
XD I don't think getting shot in a dream to wake up is a good way of going about it. Reminds me of when I was 12 or 13 and tried hitting myself with a brick in a dream to wake up. Maybe instead of...
Liked On: 12-28-2017, 08:11 AM
Yes, exactly. It's about developing better conscious awareness, whether you're awake or sleeping. It's comforting to let yourself slide into unconsciousness and see everything through a thick fog,...
Liked On: 12-13-2017, 06:17 AM
206 LDs, less than 3 years. 1.3 LDs a week... I'd say intermediate is more your style.
Liked On: 01-13-2017, 09:34 AM
Your welcome and its okay. Even though I have been lucid dreaming for a long time I still have my moments where my emotions or dream nuisances throw off my reasoning. Leading to bad dream control....
Liked On: 03-11-2016, 01:15 AM
:wtf: ViIe? Turn that phrase around my friend :lol: Either you're young or in chronic pain if you truly think that. Wait until you hit 40 or 60. Time starts to pass like the blink of an eye...
Liked On: 03-09-2016, 08:08 AM
I found myself in a hotel talking to what I perceive to be my co-workers. I congratulated him on his promotion and we continued to chat for a bit till I took a little break to go to the restroom. In the restroom I entered a stall to handle my business and as I was doing so the restroom door broke down and I could hear two people arguing.
That's when one of them broke my stall door before leaving the restroom. I felt embarrassed and quickly got up to attempt to close the broken restroom door. As I sat back down I looked up to notice the roof ceiling of the restroom was gone. Revealing the dark night sky filled with stars and a crescent moon. I began to question the situation and realized that I must be dreaming.
I sat further thinking how the hotel looks similar to a hotel I visited last year for a family members wedding, That's when I lost lucidity.
My dream environment changed to my previous job location. I recognize the shift as it was occurring and gained lucidity from it. I walk around analyzing the carpet and desk. I confirmed to myself that this is the area of the job I had earlier this year. That's when I notice other people sitting down conversing with one another. It looks like your typical board meeting. I eventually saw someone I knew and began talking with her about how I knew this was a dream.
During the conversation I eventually lost lucidity.
There was a shoot out happening in the parking lot and as I was ducking for cover. I see a woman with a shotgun and was not facing my direction. So I tackle her and through trying to get the shotgun out of her hands I became lucid. I got up and started seeing the dream setting begin to change. I told myself I should begin to explore. As I did so I ran into one of my former co-workers from the past and he explained to me about how he is trying to get promoted.
I told him I think out of all of them he could do it and we had a long conversation about how. At some point during this conversation, I had lost lucidity.
My dream had ended and I got off my bed to go to my bathroom. I brush my teeth and began to put water on my face afterwards. When I came to my room I felt strange. I started having trouble seeing as if my eyes were being forced shut. I kept trying to open them but nothing I did work. I then began to think this must be a dream right now and I haven't truly woken up yet.
Since my eyes were shut, I tried to use my hand to feel the walls of my room to eventually phase through my window. I wanted to see if that would cause my eyes to reopen. But as I kept trying to go through the window I lost lucidity.
I'm in my room checking my work schedule. As I'm looking at it to see what days I'm working and more importantly who I'll be working with to avoid. I noticed that the schedule kept changing so ever slightly. I began rechecking and realized I looked at it wrong the first time. Then it happened again and went back to what it was originally in the beginning. "Is my mind playing tricks on me" I said before seeing the letters change their shape and size in front of my own eyes.
I backed up and quickly came to the conclusion that this was a dream. I smiled and thought about what I should do and decided to simply explore. I opened the front door of my apartment and made my way through the hallway. As I was walking I could still hear the same dog that would bark loudly outside from the other apartment unit as in real life. I analyze the realistic details although slightly more wooden as the hallway compared to waking life is more modern.
I lived on the 3rd floor and didn't want to go down all the stairs, so I leap from the exposed ceiling roof tops and started hopping to each floor till I made it to the ground. Once I was there I could see people sitting down and eating as if I made it to an outside restaurant. I went over and saw people that I deemed friendly and pulled a chair next to them. I asked them how they were doing and wouldn't get any intelligent response.
I tried more socializing till the dream scene changed to a different place. The lights were dark red and I was sitting on a big couch. Not long after that I woke up.