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stupid.

So this dream's a little off

It started with me and these guys in a podcast, and we were talking about furries. From what I can remember they were talking about drawing furry porn and I think trolling with it or something like that. In the dream however I was literally painting a drawing of an dinosaur, riding an ape. I don't know either. I also remember this part being long because I spent about 5 - 6 minutes fixing the leg of the ape and specifically trying to shade the genitalia on the ape correctly, apparently I was attempting it with the colour purple that I had a thought in the dream that 'due to the opacity and the colour it was being added onto, it had looked like a pink..' It was not anatomically correct, the dinosaur, as the genitalia was females but it just looked like a huge rip going into it's chest. I have no idea why the hell this part was vivid but oh well. It was a pretty good painting unironically though, it ended up turning out super well and shaded. Thank god it wasn't real.

Next part of the dream is a little messed, but I think I went outside with the same guys on podcast. These guys kind of reminded me of Smosh (early 2010 - 2013) but I 100% don't remember their faces. We were having an outing and this other guy showed up and so did this other girl, she was kind of fat, she had blonde hair and was wearing a jump suit and a denim jacket (I think). She seemed pretty shy and I was glad she was, knowing my anxious personality. after awhile we all sat at this picnic table (there were two parallel eachother). Our one had been loaded with food and we began to eat, or specifically me and the other girl. The whole weird thing about this is that from the men I had this huge 'abusive' vibe coming from them. They all had moved to the parallel table, but then the girl came back and started eating with me again. We hadn't talked so this was basically a really boring filler.

In the next part of the dream, I was back at a youth home I used to go to when I was younger, and all my washing from the last time I went there was still there, and it all had gotten dirty so I was putting it back into the washing machine. weirdly enough I remember a possum being in the washroom and just thinking 'ah so that's probably why'.

I had went back to school and it was snowing, like really heavily!. for some reason we were literally meeting in this desert of snow! (we don't get snow in the area I live so this was kinda fascinating.) but for some reason we were being told we're going on camp again, last time I went to camp at school I remember getting heavily depressed since I had nobody to talk to, so I threw a tantrum in the dream and cried about it since I didn't want to goto camp again lol. in reality I didn't have a tantrum, I just sobbed about it in all honesty. However I remember just bouncing in the snow (convenient) and accidentally sitting too close and onto people without realizing and feeling really guilty.

tonights dream was not interesting.

So i was at school again and this kid (he kept on switching into two people) asked me to take the bus with him, and I agreed to do so, during this dream I kept on losing things and trying to find them again. I vividly remember going through my bag to find things I have lost and finding a Garfield toy in it (I'm neurodiverse and Garfield was one of my weird hyperfixations at one point and I was talking about it that night beforehand lol.)

The only weird part was that he kept on hugging me whenever i was walking to leave school, and at one point in the dream.. he took his shirt off and hugged me??. And then once we went outside, me, him and my friend Minecraft kid all sat in a circle and another student from my school was throwing bullets (yes, with his hands) at me but they all landed beside me lol.

Anyways, I'll try to get back into the swing on sharing dreams again, hopefully I'll rememeber my dream tonight. See ya'll this afternoon! (cause I messed up my sleep schedule like it's 1:17 am right now LOL)

i had a dream that my little brother was cutting himself.

he had no shirt on and his chest had super duper long cuts all over his chest and stomach and they were still bleeding, and tons of cuts on his arms, like he was covered in cuts.
and i walked into him cutting himself on his arm and i was like
'Johnathan why are you cutting yourself!?'

and he got mad at me and yelled at me and said 'IT'S CAUSE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL!' and then i said to him
'you idiot, I've been going to a mental health course for the past 2 months. that's why i haven't been at school;
then I woke up

forgot to tell you guys about this, but i had my first lucid dream of 2019 [usually i have unexpected lucid dreams 10 times a year]

uh so basically,i was in m y room, and there were my little pony characters everywhere and i was trying to explain it to this girl and stuff and she kept calling me an animal abuser, and when i mentioned the cutie marks i just explained them as 'tattoos that you get during puberty' then she told me it was abuse to the horses and animals
then
then she walked away and right when i walked outside i became lucid, and i didnt know what to do so i was just like 'ALRIGHT IMMA FUCK YOU!!'
So i spawned her back in, and then pushed her down to the floor and raped her and i started moaning and stuff, then i realized i was just on my bed then i fell off of it,
i went outside and tried to fly... AND SUCCEEDED!, But the first few seconds felt like i was pulling on all my muscles and bones and it really hurt, THEN I FINALLY FLEW, BUT I WENT WAY TOOOO FAST as a song was playing in the backgroumd, i forgot what it was, but I felt really sick when I was flying then I woke up.

Thisdream was weird as hell, a bit gross mind you, but weird as hell!!.
if you don't mind hearing about peoples ten thousand inch transgender penis then continue reading...

So, it started out in school...i was in class, then this classmate came up to me and said that he was sorry for some reason. Then I decided to sign him out of my class cause I didn't like him, after this I got bored and went to the school windows and drew ROBLOX porn, then i wrote 'lol im not drawing roblox porn' then had the intent to draw roblox vore! which i didnt do since the dream transitioned to where i met my partner in real lie again, and we were gonna have sex or something but we went into a car and he took off his clothes and showed me his 543583535487348573485345837583753485734853748 inch penis and it was so gross, then he ended up in a car crash and he got sent to hospital but i wasnt allowed to go.... i felt really sad.

to compensate i got a cat and it really hated me, the end!!