seandevlin
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i was at the airport. i knew that i had had this dream before. i was on the escalator, i ran into people that i knew when I was younger. there was a girl on the escalator next to mine. she was with someone who my friend said was the smartest man on the planet. very handsome, though the girl with him was even more beautiful. i shook hands with the man, he was unimpressed. i recognized the girl and her I. i told her I remembered meeting her before, she told me she did too [knowing that she understood I meant in another dream]. as we got off the escalator she started to get panicked. I asked her to come with me, she said she couldnt her parents were picking them up. the man was smiling the whole time, unconcerned. eventually she came with me, or did i go with her.. i can not remember. we were on a hill, not a grassy hill, a street, but there were beds. we were having sex, the other man, or another man, was also having sex with her. he left, we stopped having sex. it was not a sexual dream though, it did not feel like anything. we were lying in bed, things get hazy..

now my brother was with us. my brother, rob, suddenly started throwing up. I could tell she was feeling sick too, i cant recall if she threw up as well. we started to tell him to throw up in the street, not on the beds. In my dream I knew that this had happened before. I told them it must be from the pizza we ate, as that was what happened last time, although we had not eaten in this dream. I went up the hill to tell mom, asking her if she was sick, she looked sick, i told her to throw up and she would feel better. she told me she had been throwing up as had rob, she was coming out of a doorway that I assumed was a bathroom. I began to tell her that all this had happened before other, except last time there was a few minor differences [like last time there was no clean clothes to wear, I had the idea that I was naked although I was not. this time there were piles of clean laundry which I began to throw around as I explained to her that things were different this time]. when i turned back I saw my sister, jen, about to hit a brick wall with a sledge hammer. each time she touched the wall with the hammer it glowed red. i could almost see a cross in the brick wall. I ran down in a panic and told her not to, couldnt she see that the wall was turning red each time she touched it. I took the sledge hammer from her. as I did the wall, there was an old metal link on it, under the link were raised bricks, these bricks opened and closed like a door when I had the hammer. mom gasped and said ‘did you see that’. jen was confused as to why I didnt want her to hit the wall, she did not see that hidden door open. she and rob backed away and up the stairs, the wall this time was glowing red regardless of being touched. all of a sudden the floor beneath me started to shake and the air got very warm, it was hard to breathe. I started to back away, saying I could hardly breathe. they all said they felt the same way. then the ground burst open, like a trap door. I grabbed what appeared to be a frame with a door on it, I stood over the open ground which had fire beneath it and was very warm, hot air coming from beneath the hole. I started to say in a voice not my own, very deep and loud “get inside, get inside!” as if yelling at the bed energy to go through the door i was holding. suddenly mom started to laugh almost hysterically. i could feel energy passing from the hole in the ground, through the door i was holding and going back into the ground. i backed away, fearing that nothing productive was happening. suddenly, a face appeared in the hole in the ground, looking like a demon smiling. the face also looked like it was painted onto a piece of plastic. i suddenly got confused as if this was all a joke. then the face broke out of the hole. it was a small yellow balloon with a face painted on it with little legs, and it started to walk around. i ran down and attempted to stomp on it and missed. then i suddenly awoke. when I awpke I had an urge to cross myself.

i was being outcast by my friends. i had this pile of paper that i was going to light on fire and everyone was worried something bad would happen. so i decided to jump onto the pile which was suddenly a small island in the middle of this sewage, dark lake. the entire dream had a dark, dirty feel to it. i cant remember much.

i was at nancys house and trying to bake a cake. robert was there heating up food. i was looking at a mirror that opened up to search the internet, and i remember telling someone that you could go online with anything these days. monika showed up and everyone was surprised, she was dressed real nice. i talked to alli on the phone and mentioned seeing her and we had a good talk and she told me that she was seeing someone, that it had been so long, and i said that was okay. her sister was there along with another friend, at nancys, and it made me feel uncomfortable.
we went out to the pool and i was invisible, carson and monika were talking about me and how i could let go of anger so easily. monika said one time she came out to the pool and i was just floating there, on fire, and then all of a sudden my hair was wet. this realy shocked carson, they started to kiss. then i appeared and said i saw them. i said they could kiss if i could have sex with monika while they did it. i devided i couldnt do this and instead of kept pushing their heads underwater. then i drowned them. during this time i felt like i was invisible. i could see their bodies floating in the pool from up above and i went inside to where i had a son, he was asleep so i layed him on the couch and was going to lay with him so they would not think i drowned them, but instead i got up and went to the table. i picked up this device that had two scrolls hidden inside it, along with a key, and was shaped like a cross. I started walking down the street barefoot, to bury it. while i was doing this a narration was going on about how they had this all planned from the beginning. the scrolls read the truth of their lives, about how one of them was abandoned by her parents when she was young, etc..
i passed two kids [18yrs.]leading a group of younger boys[10yrs.], down the road. the young boys were repeating what the older boys were saying, it was a religious procession and they were dressed very nicely. they were chanting things i cannot remember but i chimed in something along the lines of 'to get a real life' and the young boys imitated it, which the older boys laughed at. at the back of the line were to quiete older clergy men, dressed as how the pope dressed. a white van drove past me with plants in the back and ran through a cast iron gate and then i remembered that either this was a dream that showed the perspectives of different people, [as if, i watch the van crash through the gate. then i am viewing things from the drivers perspective and he takes it to the next scene. then when he gets to the house i am watching it through the person who is at the house' perspective]. or that i recently had a dream which was that way and that this dream was melding into that one.
i bury the item with the hidden scrolls in it and think of how i know who is going to find it, a young girl that was in a previous dream i had. then i wake up.

i was going to school with my brother and sister and we missed the bus. we went to the supermarket with jerry and mom. they had a huge glass wall that said car saver and when something was about to hit the wall with enough speed it went through the wall, as if the wall was electronic glass. they also sprayed the rugs with what looked like spray paint and would spry it in the air. i wanted to leave while they were waiting for a prescription jerry wrote to himself, so i went outside and was crossing the st when i woke up


#2 i was on a bus/rv with a few other people and we saw wild birds, a cheetah, and other wildlife. the birds were biting us and trying to get into the trailer. the cheetah was outsisde the window and kept jumping up to it and i was concerned it would jump through the window. there were a few people there one was making breakfast the others were walking around outside or taking photos of the animals with me

#1 carson and i are at the beach. she walks off with a friend of hers and i stay behind. talking to this man about things, like the beach, the area, and carson. she comes back and starts applying makeup to her neck, says she got a hickey from making out with her friend. i tell her that thanks for not making out with me ever and instead making out with a random friend at the beach. i decide to leave and go back to where we are staying, as i turn a girl walks up to me and make a gesture or comment about how i am attractive and she is interested in me. i dont react and head back to where we are staying. its strange because carson and i are currently dating but in the dream it was as if we were broken up for some time.

#2
i am pretending to be a bike messenger and i arrive at a building.out front is an unlocked ed bike and i take it. i go into the bathroom and there are sodas in the fridge that look fancy and i decide to steal some. there is a backpack under the desk so i start emptying it out. in my head or down the hall i hear someone saying that the bag has been left there fo rmonths, so i feel less guilty about it. i take the bag and on my way out a woman calls me by name. i do not recognize her but i pretend that i do and we chat for a minute. i got outside and there is a nice looking blue bike. it seems perfect for me and i let ryan check it out. as i watch him it turns into a green car. he does some trick with it as it changes back into a bike an dwhen he hands it to me, its not a fold-up scooter. i tuck it into the straps of my backpack and hop on my red bike. as im riding down the street my front teeeth start to hurt, it feels like they are pushing against the helmet. i take it off and strap it to th ebasket. corey hits a rough patch and flips over his handlebars. we are returning to coolidge st and i am worrid about being seen on a stolen bike. i have a daydream about what i would do if i was seen.

when i wake up my teeth hurt, as if ie been pressing them against each other.

i am at carsons mom house, yet it is a diffferent house. i keep playing the same cd over and over. i find a nail and they tell me that it detects where there is no gravity by pushing itself into the casing around it. i think this is awesome. there is a dog there that i play with.