Rauwz
Dreamer

24.08.2012

Lucid UFOs, sisters, and lazer tag. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I finnaly had a lucid dreaming again, and damn it felt good. I sadly had this dream pretty early on in the night, so I fell asleep after it was done. This means It's nowhere near as clear for me right now as I'm writing it, as it was right when I woke up. I have left out certain details, because I don't remember them. I also know I left out a part of the story, involving stealing candy from a store, because I just don't remember most of the details. This is why it's important to write your dreams down, IMMEDIATELY after waking up. It's really annoying for me, because I knew some of the parts I forgot about, was so fucking cool. Anyway, the parts I wrote down, was pretty damn awesome too. So enjoy!

I was at a mall with a friend, and we were talking about random stuff. At one point, we get into the topic of lucid dreaming. I remember to do my reality check, and I count 8 fingers. This was one of the weirdest reality checks I've had, since my hands looked totally normal, and the amount of fingers looked normal, yet there was 8.
I recounted, and recounted, and recounted. 5,5,6,6. It kept changing. I now knew I was lucid, so I decided to do something with it.
I Somehow thought that I had to fall asleep again, to lucid dream. Which was super weird. So I layed down in one of the shops, and started sleeping.


I woke up in a hybrid mix of my dads new house, my dads old house, and another house that doesn't exist. I was sleeping in kind of a treehouse, inside my own house. So there was a tree, branching in through a window in my hous, where I made a treehouse on that branch. It's pretty weird, but it looked cozy as fuck. Anyway, I count my fingers again,
and yep, there is still 6. At the point of counting my fingers, I had been dreaming a bit, and fucked around in the house. I wasn't lucid at the time, but I remember doing normal dreaming stuff.
When I found out I was lucid, everything started to fade. I then quickly spun around, because I knew I was going to wake up. I kept spinning and spinning, until It was all dark. I then opened my eyes, and saw where I was.
I was at my fathers summerhouse, with my smallest little sister, and my oldes little sister. I talked with them, and told them it was a lucid dreamin, so they could do whatever they want. I remember them trying to fly, but not really getting the hang of it. They started climbimg trees, and running super fast, and other fun dream stuff.
I started flying around, and just generally looking around the dream scenerie. I took it kind of slow, since I didn't want to wake up fast. I started wandering around, and at one point, I remember feeling really cold. The weather was dark grey, and very windy. I spawned 2 jackets, and gave them to my sisters. I then spawned another one for myself.
I started wandering off, just to see how far I could go in this dream. I had allready explored the "dream garden", which was cool as fuck. but I wanted to see what else was around, and maby what would happen if I reached "The end of the dream". At one point, I saw my fathers driveway to his old house, which was apparently connected to the summer house area (it obviously) isn't in real life)
I met Katrine, who is my bigger sister, and started talking to her. For a moment I got worried about my other sister, but since I knew it was a dream, I knew they where ok. I told her I was dreaming, and that she was kind of dreaming too, because she was in my dream. She naturally didn't believe me, so I wanted to do something that was going to proove it.
At that moment, a giant sphere appeared. It looked absolutely fucking amazing. It was a UFO, shaped like a ball. It kind of looked like the moon, but with all kinds of tech stuff on it. It was about 40x40metress, and it was floating right infront of us. She got her camera up, and started taking pictures. It slowly moved over us, and away from us. I can honestly say it was one of the coolest things I've 'made' in a lucid dream.
Since she now knew I wasn't fucking around, she asked me what to do now. I told her she could do whatever she wants, but she won't remember it once I wake up. Mindfuck moment right there.. Deep. I asked if she wanted to play lazer tag, and so we did. My lucidity expired in the middle of my game of lazer tag, and I just dreamed on about us playing lazer tag, just without control.

08.08.2012

art school (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was standing in some kind of rectangular room, together with alot of people. The room was maby 3x12, and there was like 50 people in there. The walls were boring, cold and gave a sense of discomfort. There was a white bird made out of paper hanging from the cealing, as the only decoration in there. I quickly realised I was at an art school, which doesn't really make sense, since I don't draw, paint or do anything like that. All of the students, uncluding me, were standing, even though there was chairs around the room. We all wanted to see what the teacher was doing, so everyone naturally stood up, in hopes of being able to find a hole to look through, in the mass of people infront of them. The students had made a circle around the teacher, her "tools", and a girl laying on a table. A pretty blond girl, I'd say about 17yr.

The teacher started lecturing about how it was important to use everything, when dealing with humans. She started cutting in the girl with a sharp knife. I remember I felt extremely uncomfortable while it was happening, yet I didn't do anything to stop it. I just kind of stood there, passivly with all the other students, while the teacher sliced up this innocent girl. After a minute or two, the blond girls face were completely sliced off. The teacher took it, and laid it on a table besides her. The uncomfortable feeling rushed back, greater then before, as I stood there, watching the sliced off facem of a innocent girl.

The dream cut out like a movie, and I was the camera. I was suddenly in an empty classroom. And there she was, laying on the floor. The blond girl was missing a leg, her hair, her face, and her one arm. I was looking top-down on her, like I was a floating camera. You could see the flesh and bones where she had been cut, and all over her face. Her eyes was still intact, and were looking dead. No eye-lids.

Cut. Again I was a camera, flying around in a room. This time a more "brown-ish" room. There was tables all around the room, haning on the walls, and a couple of chairs. It looked like a painters studio or something like that. The blond girls leg was hanging down from the cealing. It was so fucking disgusting. It was hanging in a bunch of white strings, kind of like a puppet. Her arm was also there, hanging besides the leg, in the empty class room. This time I felt more sad then I felt uncomfortable, even though I did feel uncomfortable too.

cut. I'm walking on the streets, with 2 of my buddies. We had just been to the baker, my one friend had bought a brownie and a Cola. As we walk down the street, we see the same people from the very first class, and the teacher. My friends disapeared as I walked over there, and joined the crowd. She asked one of the girls if she liked hockey, and the girl said yes. The teacher then told her to move into position, and she did. Next thing, the teacher throws a baby 4meters into the air. It wasn't even close to where the other girl was standing, so she didn't have a chance of catching it. The baby hit the ground with a big "Thumb" sound. I remember being really angry, sad even depressed, but agressive. I couldn't do anything. I wanted to stop it, but I somehow couldn't. The teacher picked up the baby, and threw it again. This time it landed on it's head. Dead silence. cut to black.

30.07.2012

It's my dream! (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with the class on some trip, and the teachers whas making some teambuilding games. The rules where simple, get a little mint from the a table, and give it to the first person in line. (In Denmark we call it stafet, but I doubt it's called that in english. I'll see if i can find the name later.) But here's the twist, you had to keep it in your mouth, and pass it by kissing. I was talking with a girl at the time, so we came a little late to the game. The teachers weren't happy, but we didn't really care.

There were two lines. one with a two hot girls, and one with a REALLY ugly girl, and 1 boy. The girl I was with quickly took the line with the two girls before I could react, and I was stuck with the gross girl, and a fat kid. (I know the girl in real life, but I can't remember if I know the boy.) I looked around for options, and that's when I noticed. The field was changing in size everytime I looked away. And when I got there, there was also a house right by us, but there wasn't anymore. I guessed I was dreaming, and looked at my hands for confirmation.

BAM!, lucid. It was kind of hard doing the first reality check, because my fingers looked pretty much normal, except for one finger bending 90degrees. (Now, I haven't been training lucid dreaming for a month or two, so I'm kind of prowd of remembering doing this, and doing it this fast) I fell down on my knees, and looked at the grass. I felt it, smelt it, and rubbed it. My face was all the way down in the beautiful green grass, and my hands was furiously rubbing away like a 13yr after a family vacation. After I was done "stabalizing" the dream, I got up, and looked at the teachers. They said something along the lines of "Pick a team, you have to play." I told them "NO, I WILL NOT PLAY YOUR FUCKING GAMES". They looked at me with a very unhappy face. "It's my dream, and I'm in control".

This part ^felt amazing. I mean, Yelling at yor teachers that they are a pair of cunts, and telling them you're the one in power now? That's not something you do every day.

I took the one of the hot girls from the line by hand, (Who shall remain nameless) and went on top of the hill. I took my arms around her, and started to kiss her. It actually felt surprisingly real for a LD, and kind of threw my off. The teachers and the rest of the class, was gone from the place where they where playing "stafet", so we went down there and started playing, just us two (which means, alot of kissing). We ended it off with a dream bj, but I was too close to waking up, and the excitement made me lose focus.

At this point I woke up, looked at the clock, and saw that if I concentrated a little, I could do 2 more LD's!. So I laid down in my bed again, and tried focusing on dreaming.

I woke up in one of my cousins house, and rather quickly felt the "dreaming sensation", and did my RC.

Yup, 7 fingers on the right hand, and 3 really short ones on the left hand. (Right here, I should've been clarifying and stabalizing the dream, sadly I forgot. Also, I can't remember much of this dream, probably because of just that.)
Sadly, I can't really remember much of this dream, but only the scenario, and that it involved alot of girls in bikini's. I was just going around, and observing the house. I think it's kind of cool to sometimes just look around in dreams. I mean, all of what you are seeing, feeling and hearing is in your mind, and you are laying in your bed. I also failed at flying at one point, but didn't really bother trying hard anyway.

I woke up again, and saw that I had been dreaming longer than excpected, so I got up instead, and wrote this journal.

Cheers!

14.07.2012

Finally lucid again (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

***This post will have some spelling errors, since I'm writing it at 5:00, and I'm very tired. Sorry about that, please ignore ***
I haven't been trying to get lucid for a good 3 weeks now, because of lack of motivation. I think this might be the motivation I need .

I was in a relaxing room in my school, together with some friends. We were just fucking around, chilling, running and stuff like that. At one point, I think to mylsef, that I'd better get in the real classroom again. I then look for my friend, give him a highfive, and go towards the door. Halfway to the door, I feel this extreme amount of pressure on my body, and I fall down to the floor. The weird thing was, that I fell like a peice of paper, and not a sack of potatoes.
When I got to the door, I raised myself up again, and walked out the door. When I walked out the door, I got a shock. I was on the highest floor, and I didn't remember how or when I got up there. I was standing outside the door, looking out in the hall. It was all white, and some guy was standing there, and painting the other side of it. For a second I was afraid he was going to do something to me, but I thought to myself that it was a silly thought.
When I got to the stairs, it finnally hit me, this is a dream!

The stair steps was really close together, and the staircase was bending and twisting, and looking nothing like the normal stair we have at school at all. All the way down the stairs, I was thinking to myself "I'm litteraly going through my biggest dream-sign right now. I decided to wait until I was all the way down the stairs to do the reality check.
Counted my fingers, and to my surprise, they didn't look weird! So I looked away, and then at them again, and sure enough, my pinky was bend in a 90degree angle.
I jumped up, as far as i could, and twisted my body until i was laying vertically in the air, and let myself drop. Right towards the floor, with all my weight.

I plopped through the ground, just like I expected. Suddenly, it was black. I fell for about 5 seconds, before opening my eyes, and realizing I was laying on the floor in another classroom, filled up with my friends.

I was laying on the floor, with a pillow under my head, and my arm under the pillow, while they where all sitting at their desks, on their chairs. When I got up, everyone cheered. They were like "oh my god dude, you did it! You are lucid! congratulations!!" I scouted the classroom, and saw all the people in the classroom. For a second I thought about jumping out the window and fly around for a bit, but I decided to do sexy times instead. I picked one of the hottest girls, and told her I wanted to talk to her. She said ok, and went with me out in the hall. I told her that she was beautiful, and started kissing her. When I was taking off her top, I also remembered we were standing in the middle of the hall, with people all around. So we decided to find a more quiet room. We found a room, with a single person in it. So I was like "You're out buddy", and he was like "okay.jpg".

Boom, woke up.

I woke up in my bed, and thought about how cool it was that I finnally got another lucid dream. I turned on my computer, and started writing my dream down. after awhile...

Boom, woke up.

So yes, I was actually writing down my dream, INSIDE my dream..
It's not the first time it has happend to me, but it's just as weird as the other times!

writing the dream out like that, also made me realize some of the mistakes I did. For example:
1. I only did one reality check, should have done two.
2. I didn't do reality checks after waking up, which is one of the most importent things to do.
3. I didn't stabilize the dream, clarify the dream or anything like that, which I should've done.
4. I wasn't focused enough. I should've looked at my surrounding more, instead of just wanting to get some .

Happy dreaming!

23.06.2012

A spark of lucidity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a room with a pool in the middle, kind of like a swimming hall.
I had my new headphones on that i just bought in real life, my iPod nano and my iPod touch. My two buddies from school was there, and I was chatting with them.
I was sitting with my one leg down in the pool, because I thought it was like a "water park", but my friends told me that it wasn't. They told me it was a botanic place (you know, with the flowers and stuff), and when I looked around, there were plants all over. The pool I had my leg in, was just a bit of water for the plants! I looked down, and saw that my new headphone cord was going halfway down the water, and I knew they were ruined. At first I was really sad, but then I thought, "hey, it's just a dream", which is a method I've been using for many years, to force me to wake up from dreams when I want. As I was sitting there waiting to wake up, I thought, "Why not just get lucid?" And so I did.
I looked at my hands, and sure enough, I had four fingers. I also had some kind of weird fingerless glove on one of them. I plugged my nose, and I could breath through. As I was looking at my hands, the dream transformed into my room. I was laying on my mattress on the floor, which I don't do any more (Just got a new bed). I took it very calm, and tried moving my body. But sadly, I was too awake (It was pretty late morning, which means my sleep cycle was almost over), and I ended up just sitting up in my bed.

So I only got a spark of lucidity tonight, But I haven't really been trying that hard the last 2 weeks, so I think it's excelent! Also, every singe even hint of lucidity, is only getting you closer to becoming a master lucid dreamer. In other words, I ain't even mad, bro.