ineverwake
Lurker

WILD
As the vertigo of SP onset ends I roll off my couch an into a wheat field. I look at my hands to stabilize but everything is still dim. I spin but it is still somewhat dark. I can see well enough to make out the tree line that surrounds the field. I have a fearful thought. I look closer at the tree line to see a large grey wolf emerging from the darkness. Rage, not fear wells up inside. I gain control and speak out loud "Go Back". He turns and disappears back into the darkness.

I take to the air. I am just above the field when I start seeing crows. Now I can hear them. One almost hits me. I fly higher. Now I see thousands coming from every direction. The sound of their caws is deafening. I must leave this area. I start to fly fast over the tree line when the dream fades and I wake.

Mental note.....stop trying to fly out of scenes. It always causes me to wake.

As I lie in bed in a WILD attempt I feel the familiar feeling of SP onset and I let it ride.

When it's over I rise from where I lie and look at my hands. Five fingers...that's not right....look again....three fingers. Good.

I'm in my living room but it is fairly dark. I feel stable but cannot get the room to get any brighter. I walk over to one of the walls and draw a door. I push it open only to find myself in my dining room. I walk to another wall draw a door and open it into a large yellow tent.

I have this lingering thought from RL that I must find a friend of mine who has been having some problems. I feel she is here in the maze somewhere. Having learned that trying to force my way out of mazes normally kicks me out of the dream I decide to play it out.

Every tent opening I go through just goes to another tent. Some have more than one door. I get lost pretty quick. I have a thought....maybe I can find her from outside the tent. I shred through the wall and find myself in a field surrounded by an endless array of connected tents.

I make a sweeping motion with my hands and try to flatten the tents. A lot flatten but not all. I try harder. This is a mistake.

I pop out of the dream. I quick RC just to make sure but I'm now back in my bed.

I am standing in the driveway of my childhood home looking towards the woods. This is not right...I do not even look at my hands. I already know I am dreaming.

Something is at the end of the driveway. I cannot see it but I know it is there. I feel an incredible onset of anger. Whatever is out there, a part of me greatly dislikes it. I suddenly know what to do. I focus on the rage building and try to release it. An immense feeling washes over me, almost orgasmic and things start to change. My vision changes, I can see farther past the driveway. Things have a different hue to them. My body feels different, I am closer to the ground now. The rage has been replaced by a different, stronger feeling....Power. Whatever the being that triggered this I am going to hunt. I take off in it's direction but I focus too hard. Everything fades away.

Like many other lucids I lost this one because I tried to hard to do something. I never did figure out what I had become. I hope to try it again but I've never felt rage like that in a lucid before.