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Ok so I just got done eating my breakfast when it had occured to me I didn't meditate at all yesterday :/ So I decided that I do it on a fairly full stomach. The session itself was eh, I was getting the usual pressures and tingling in my head but it I would lose track of what I was doing entirely and would start messing around with thoughts. (Probably the full stomach)
I end the session and get up from the floor, I feel tired like I could take a nap so I decided to. I lay down and decided to kinda meditate myself into a nap. Now, I'm not sure the time span of all this, seemed to be about maybe 10 minutes for the whole process. But as I'm laying there for my nap and I start getting the pressures in my head I begin to feel tingles in my legs and torso area. This is pretty new, usually it just stays around the head.
Then the whistle sound came, I read up on a lot of this and have some accidental experiences with it so I just let it go and let it be. Really trying to accept anything and everything that happened. The whistle got louder and the pressures in my head got more intense, it felt like my jaws were clenched really tight and that my legs were moving really haphazardly, even though I myself was staying still. The whole process was pretty uncomfortable to be honest. Like extremely uncomfortable.
But I kept with it and let it all happen. Before I knew it I was shot out of my room. I didn't see anything, I didn't even open my eyes, but I just felt it. I got thrown out of my room, part of me wanted to get up right there but something told me to wait just it out for just a little bit longer. It would totally be worth it.
I came to a "stop" eventually and I knew it was time to get up. I knew because I didn't even have to act out the getting up, I just thought "get up" and I rose to my feet. I tried to open my eyes but only one eye would open. What I saw was my room, but darker, like night time dark. My bed wasn't where it usually was, nor did I even get to look at myself. Instead of swiveling my head around to look at my room more I was concentrated on trying to get my stupid right eye to open. Then it popped in my head that I'm sleeping on the right side of my face, and with that thought, everything went black and when I opened my eyes again I was back in my roomI dunno if me sleeping on my face had anything to do with the eye thing but Woooooww that was sooo koool lol. I literally went somewhere else entirely and it took almost no time at all! Stabilization might be a problem for a while, I got really excited lol. But this was a great experience
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I was in line, waiting on the dot to be escorted by the teacher so my class could walk back to the room. It seemed like it was elementary school but my class was full of people I know now, full grown and everything. The classroom desks were set up four students to a group it looked like. 2 people I've met and hung out with recently were in my group of 4. The other two I don't recall. I got up to do something and when I got back one of the people I knew switched desks with me and said something like "You sit over there now." So I sat and that was the end of my dream.
Not much to tell here. I was meditating on the floor lying down. (Back issues) when I guess I drifted off to sleep. I dreamed I had an OBE I guess, but I didn't OBE out of myself that was lying on the floor. I came out of another "me" that was sitting in a like a fold out chair in a room of an old apartment I used to live in. The weird part was when I got out of the body and looked down, the "me" that I came out of looked.... Brain dead, like mouth open, drooling, straight vegetable looking. I saw it and it kinda put me off a little bit and I ended up being forced back into that body. Everything went black and when I opened my eyes I was back in my actual room, on the floor lying down.
I'm still working with dream recall so these might be kind of short.
Ok so first dream I'm with a friend of mind driving to some random spot to meet some people. These weren't good people, there was a thick sense of anxiety in the air the realm itself was fairly dingy. We met up with these people in an open garage type set up. I handed them a briefcase and got the hell out of there (I dunno what was in the briefcase, but in the dream I was positive they were going to be pissed about it.)
I was leaving with my friend I showed up with originally when she exclaims to me "We have to go back and get *Blank*" (Don't remember the name she used.) I contested with her a bit about it, saying that it wasn't a good idea. (I was pretty much saying let's leave that mofo) But she insisted so I went back.
I get back to the area that I had left the garage kind of had the same open build to it but now it looked more like a slaughter house with meat hooks and everything. There was a body wrapped up in this dingy, bloody, white cloth hanging on one of the meat hooks. There was a thing there, I call it a thing, don't know what it was exactly. Like a humanoid pig person, but hulking in stature wearing a butchers apron.
The pig dude was tending to his business when the corpse hanging on a meat hook conveyor thing made it's way and bumped the pig guy. Piggy lost and grabbed the corpse, tore it off of the meat hook, and began slamming the body face first onto the floor. The body began to scream, whoever it was wasn't "dead" I guess. He slammed the body about 3 to 5 times and violently racked the body back on another meat hook.
If I was fully lucid this probably would of scared the hell out of me. But I wasn't, I looked to my left and I saw what could only be described as a basin that was in the shape of a giant head, sitting on the floor. The head had 2 faces, one where a face should be, and one on the top of it's skull. the face on the top of it's skull had it's mouth open, while the other face had a toothy, bloody, dead look to it.
That's about it for that one. I've got a couple more, they're not all like that lol.