DreamBliss
Oneironaut

I have now "clicked out" twice. I'm beginning to understand the feeling of returning to my body. But I have no memory of leaving or what happens when I leave.

The door is open, I have removed it, removed or transformed all Aspects of Personality holding interfering beliefs, asking them to turn the beliefs they hold into positive supportive beliefs or to integrate themselves with me, allowing them and the interfering beliefs they protect to be destroyed.

There are no barriers. I am now projecting, and soon I will physically cross realities to be with the one I love. I am committed to this course of action, literally, with the very essence of my being.

I will hold her in my arms, feel her in a living, tangible way, and I will never stop until I do!
- DreamBliss

I have a lot to say here so things are going to get out of order since I haven't posted in here for a while and things have been piling up.

Anyhow tonight during my evening deep meditation I felt the cold, hard, wood floor under my left foot. I could even see the pattern in my mind's eye.

Only trouble is that the floor is carpeted, the wood floor is underneath and I have never seen more than the edge of it from outside the room. I was feeling the wood floor underneath the carpet, I was not feeling the carpet at all!

Just though that was worth posting here...
- DreamBliss

This isn't a journal entry per say, just something I wanted to share that I have noticed, related to the subject of this journal.

I have been meditating for 3 months or so now and I have noticed, sometimes when I am deep in meditation, that I can occasionally feel a body part in a different location than where I left it.

For example tonight my physical feet were on the floor, as usual, but at one point I felt them sort of crossed in front of me, soles touching. This was really weird because the chair is high enough that I could not physically place my feet in the same location I felt them.

Other experiences like this are hands or arms in a different place then their physical counterparts. I have also had one false alarm when my hand felt arched instead of flat on my knee, but I glanced down and it was arched, although I do not recalling arching it.

All other times I was able to subtly verify the location of the physical limbs, then the sensation from the non-physical limbs vanished.

For a short period of time I decided that I would not record any OBE attempts that were not successful. By calling them OBE attempts I created a negative connotation. This was before I discovered Jack Canfield's book, "Key to Living the Law of Attraction." Anyhow there is one experience that I remember clearly but I did not write down or did not find in my DJs.

I was going through the process of getting out of my body by putting my body to sleep. I was deeply relaxed. Some time may have passed before I suddenly realized that I could feel my hand on my leg. That was weird because I was sitting in my recliner with my hands on the armrests my physical arms and physical hands were still on the armrests at the time. The instant that I realized that I had another hand from somewhere touching my leg the sensation went away.

Put my body asleep. Try to find the vibrations. Passed out briefly and when I "came to" I felt the vibrations. I felt them one other time when reaching .This method from Robert Monroe's, "Journeys Out of Body" does work, but I have not yet found the best point to "converge", for lack of a better word. When I "came to" I felt vibrations, and then tried to increase them, also trying to converge. Vibrations faded. Tried "third-eye" focus, too much strain on the eyes looking up and in. Feel better about being slowly relaxed. Kept my target, "Etheric83" in mind. Tried to stretch my arms up or towards the dresser at the foot of my bed when I felt them in a higher position than they should be. Partial separation of arms. Sensation faded quickly. My position through this was on my back, head to my right, mouth breathing. Tried nose breathing, felt I could not get enough air. Throat incredibly dry. Also before the SP part of the experiment tried to induce a falling sensation. Such as what I experienced as a child. I have been not found the right position yet. During SP portion of experiment tried sinking than rising. Minor subtle hardly noticeable changes. I concluded that Monroe is correct, vibrations are the keys to that particular door. Now I know what they feel like. Can even artificially stimulate (by tensing) my ears.