cookielover734
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I was going out with this guy and we had sex, then broke up for two months. I found out that I was pregnant and had told my best friend who asked me who the father was. I hadn't even thought of that, and told her that he was the only person I'd ever done it with in my life. She said that I should tell him. I was really nervous but I asked him to come to the cafe because I had to speak to him. I can't remember why we broke up but I think it was because he thought I was cheating (I wasn't though). We were sat at a table and he asked me what I wanted to tell him. I said that he was the first person I'd had sex with and he asked me how many people I'd done it with since. I told him that after we did it, he was the only person I'd done it with, and I wanted to keep it that way. He didn't know what I meant so I told him that I hadnt had sex with anybody else, ever, and would only want to do it with him. He said that he didn't believe me because he thought that I thought he was rubbish at it and that I'd prefer to date some footballer or something. I said no, because he was sweet and kind and he did as I asked, instead of hurting me, and that I loved him. I told him again that I didn't cheat and nobody would come close to how much I loved him. He took my hands from across the cafe table and said yes, he would take me back, and that he never stopped loving me throughout the months we weren't together. I asked him that if I was pregnant from us having sex, would he have stuck with me and the baby. He said yes of course. Then I took out a positive pregnancy test out of my bag and showed it to him. He was shocked, and said that he loved me even more now. Then I said I felt really sick and we rushed to the toilets (he came in the ladies with me) and I was violently sick.
The next day we went to both our parents houses and told them the news, and they were very happy.

So I was in my old primary school hall and there were a lot of people there. I was with my guy friend and the 'competition' was about to start. I didn't know what to do and he told me to speak to ___ (i can't remember the name, it began with a 'D' or a 'G' I think). We had to pair ourselves up male and female and I didn't get a partner quick enough so there was only one person left for me. He had shortish bleach blonde hair with light brown roots showing. He was taller than me but not by much. Most of the others were on the floor and I asked him his name and he said it was the same as the one my guy friend had told me to speak to. Everybody else was doing it on the floor so i got on the floor and we did it. It was really emotionless as we were practically strangers. The whole thing was some kind of competition but I can't remember what for (wierd public lovemaking with strangers?)
Then my dream skipped and we were inside a massive shopping centre that I recognise but have never actually seen in real life. I think I was there with my mum and sister.
Then my dream skipped yet again and I was in some kind of computer room/office. The guy from before (bleach blonde hair guy) was there and his parents were confronting him with something. I was just observing this and didn't actually do anything but he basically said that what happened in the hall was 'a girlfriend that got out of hand'. Then I woke up
My granny stayed last night and she had to sleep in my room. She said I was shouting and crying in the night.