so.. i had a lucid dream. i don't know how. i don't remember, but it was a WILD.

i remember setting two alarms, one for 3:30, and one for 4:30 in case i failed the first time.
i don't remember the alarms, or when i entered the lucid dream, but i was falling asleep and my body started to spin and i was like YESSSSS. and i knew i was in a dream because my eyes were closed and i could see, i didn't even do a reality check.

now you may wonder what i don't believe about it ;l. well it was the most vivid lucid ever. my past lucids have only been a few minutes, not longer. this one was about half an hour, if not more, which is a lot for me !

i tried my best to summon someone, and i walked behind a corner and i said my friends name, and there he was.
i was walking with him, and it amazed me how detailed what i saw was. it felt like reality, and i knew it wasn't real. his hair was the way it always is, and everything looked and felt SO real. i was in awe.

anyways, it was my first time having lucid sex and all that, but i'm just happy i managed to summon someone? i don't know if summoning is called what i did with that guy, but i've tried in past dreams, and it didnt work. i dont remember certain parts, but i remember how natural flying felt. i was trying to make myself change directions easier, because it was pretty sloppy the way i did it.

it was just great. my take on sleep was that it's a waste of time. i could be doing something else.

but now that i've been through that amazing experience, my opinion has totally changed. i'm going to take each sleep as an opportunity. (: i can't wait!

oh~ at one point, i was back in my room. i saw that i was losing lucidity, so i said clarity now, and snapped my fingers and it worked for a few seconds, but it started going blurry, then i don't remember.

i'm SO proud, it's crazzzy.