One night I was watcing a documentary dealing on the human brain and all its complexities. While watching I start 2 drift off but its like I go from being awake 2 that nirvana or halfway place between awake and sleep

While im there bearing in mind that it is dark I can still hear the TV. The segment that is playing at the time is one about relaxing of the mind and I can hear the voice of the narrator talking about Tibetan monks. Now every time the word relax is spoken my mind or brain does exactly that.

It felt as though my mind is in an elevator and it is going down into deeper levels. Floor by floor, the sensation is strange and very different 2 anything ive felt before. I am in control and I am allowing myself 2 go deeper

I felt as though I was being hypnotised. I reach a point where I feel as though if I proceeded 2 go deeper into this state of relaxation that I would lose total control of myself.

I cannot hear the TV anymore but it is still dark. I am beginning 2 become a little afraid. The cool thing about it is that I still feel as though I can wake myself at any point but my control of this is becoming weaker the deeper I go.

I decide 2 not go any further...chicken and so wake myself but its very different this time. I am having trouble waking which ive never had a problem with before except 4 one other time.

Once I finally wake the documentary is still on and im lookin at 5 Tibetan Monks meditating?? I felt like I was in this halfway state for at least an hour but when I look at the time only 7 or 10 minutes has passed??

I still wonder what if...maybe I shouldnt have chickened out.