Oh, and I forgot to mention, once I had a three-year dream... when I woke up I expected to be disoriented, distressed, depressed, violent, spontaneous, or in some way batshit insane... nothing. When I wake up I'm totally normal. I remember everything, but I know it's a dream, I remember as much as I normally would have about the last few days and the previous years of my life, and everything back to normal... not even any longing for the previous world I was in... which was inspired by The Ultimate Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy... so it was a bit overwhelming when I first went in... anyways, I have a couple theories on this...
1) I don't long for anything from the dream because I know I can go right back that night if I really want to. I usually don't, though. Far too many possibilities.
2) The plain white room with black furniture I "wake up" in and "fall asleep" in acts as a barrier to help me get back to my normal self and negate any feelings of disorientation because of how the room never changes and it feels like I've just blinked when I open my eyes in front of the laptop.
Also, I do feel pain in my worlds. However it's more of a dull pressure than anything else, nothing too uncomfortable, or I wouldn't be able to go through a lifelike Grand Theft Auto IV... Anyways, it's not my choice that it's a dull pressure, it just is, always has been, and I can't change it.
Oh, and with my laptop (in dream), I just sort of have a vague document of what the dream is like, and it turns up exactly how I want it. I could write "an attractive woman" and it would come up with the exact picture in my head, whereas there are millions of attractive women in the world and even more that could be made in my head. I'm not sure why, I think it's just my mind has a bit of trouble actually MAKING the dreams happen, it knows what I want, just not sure how to do it... so it made the laptop so I could design it and my mind would actively make the little things in the world (which it could do), while the big things were already put in design so they were already made when I started. I'm not sure how clear that sounded, as it's a difficult message to get across... but, you know what I mean, right?
One more thing... if, on the word processor I go to file/open I can view all of the dreams I've ever had. If I open it the exact directions come onto my processor and all I have to do is press file/save to enter it in and relive it. So, of course, it's becoming fairly difficult to name dreams by now . Recently I've redone it so images from the dreams come up instead... I name it then and decide on a moment to see after I'm done.
Alright, I'll add more about it as I remember... it's become so ordinary that I can't really think about it, you know? It's like examining the sky on a clear day.
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