Everyday i'm trying to wild when i go to bed at night.

I can reach the SP, but i got out of it propositally, it was just a test if i can reach it at night.

I discovered that i can reach it now in 30 mins after going to bed...And now i know that i can wild every night again...

Yesterday night's i tried to WILD...But i got an EXTRA STRONG Sleep Paralysis...It was so fucking hard to me....I felt "Holy shit i'm going mad"...

I was only feeling the biggest heavyness ever in my life [10x more heavy than the other WILD heavyness that i had previously]...

And after a time, 3 minutes maybe, i don't know i become to see like a gold piece, a strong gold part of something...But when i saw that i thought "Shit, i need to woke up", so i opened my eyes and i was awake"...

I'm getting excited from this experiences...

I'm sure that tonight i'll have a lucid dream, this time i'll let the SP fuck me out without fear...

^^