I have loved reading these forums and have loved the interesting discussion regarding LD. I used to think i was unique, with my abillity to LD, and had never heard of it before. BUt after countless years of LD's, i found this site. And jeesee there are all sorts of terms for LD's, (LD) being one of em .

But anyways. Am i the only one who is experiencing not wanting to LD? I have never tried to force myself to LD, it just happend when trying to fight Night mares as a child. But now the LD's have lost their purpose and i find myself often getting annoyed when getting LD's. I have never had a urge to fly around or what ever in LD's, for me it was about survival. But now, night mares are becomming very rare, and i often find LD's comming in lovely dreams. Dreams, i wish were reality, and thus i do not WANT to know im dreaming. I often try to counter it by reversing the dream, starting at a point i can remember. Sometimes it works, other times i just wake angrily hoping i have enough time left of the night to catch another dream .

Everyone here seems very optimistic about LD's, and im thankful ive had them, helped me alot. But they are getting abít annoying..

Am i the only one who wants dreams to remain dreams? A place where you are totally not in control of your life and where the most wonderfull and terrible things can happen?