Ok so this is quite strange...I was having a WILD experience, and in that state before you become lucid for the strangest reason I kept reciting these song lyrics in my head (music is usually always involed in my WILDs)...by The Killers, a song that I'm not even too familiar with..."Heaven aint close in a place like this, heaven aint close in a place like this". I kept reciting them over and over again, and was sort of laughing about it, as if I KNEW something wasn't right and I didn't care. It was almost as if the lyrics were referring to my state of mind...and I had entered into some sort of hellish state. Maybe my subconsious manifested these lyrics b/c I thought I was doing something wrong or unnatural. Or maybe we are just playing with things that ought not to be messed around with? Sometimes I'm not so sure. I've heard people speak about "evil" or "disturbing" presences when they AP and I would love their input on this. Maybe we shouldnt be screwing around with this? It's kinda creepin me out. I don't like lying in bed thinking that "Heaven aint close in a place like this" because I am a really good person, so this is very disturbing to me. Any input would be greatly appreciated. |
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