Heaven aint close in a place like this?

**nina** · 10-22-2004 04:41 AM

Ok so this is quite strange...I was having a WILD experience, and in that state before you become lucid for the strangest reason I kept reciting these song lyrics in my head (music is usually always involed in my WILDs)...by The Killers, a song that I'm not even too familiar with..."Heaven aint close in a place like this, heaven aint close in a place like this". I kept reciting them over and over again, and was sort of laughing about it, as if I KNEW something wasn't right and I didn't care. It was almost as if the lyrics were referring to my state of mind...and I had entered into some sort of hellish state. Maybe my subconsious manifested these lyrics b/c I thought I was doing something wrong or unnatural. Or maybe we are just playing with things that ought not to be messed around with? Sometimes I'm not so sure. I've heard people speak about "evil" or "disturbing" presences when they AP and I would love their input on this. Maybe we shouldnt be screwing around with this? It's kinda creepin me out. I don't like lying in bed thinking that "Heaven aint close in a place like this" because I am a really good person, so this is very disturbing to me. Any input would be greatly appreciated.

**Awaken** · 10-22-2004 05:15 PM

I interpreted that as a statement about the current state of the world. Perhaps it isn't a personal thing at all, but rather a subconscious desire for a heaven on earth. I get that feeling a lot, I dunno about you.

**LucidApple** · 10-22-2004 05:36 PM

When you do wild you always enter a trance, a stage of consciousness inbetween waking and sleeping.
When you are in a trance suggestions work way more strong in you then normal.
Of course that differs from person to person.
Well in such a stage of consciousness you can enforce it by repeating a suggestion.
But its easy to ahve the opposite also here that a suggestion comes from itself and keeps
like a broken record repeating it self.
I think it means you are not comfortable with the wild experience.
Or else fear wouldnt get in so easy in the picture.
You only need a little association and a little fear and something like this can happen.

I had it a few times years ago when i just did selfhypnosis lol
Now i c easely through it that i just play a trick on myself then.
so i dont c the fear for real or take the whole thing for real.
C it more as a drawing where i can draw anything i like from a flower to
an ugly witch to use a metaphor

Still its an illusion..a mind set and trick.
Just being stuck in your own mind, with is easy because wild is a trance.
At least the classic wild is.

so try to c u fear the fear because you have trust it might be real, that what it seems to suggest
to you!
And else just stop doing wild, i mean you dont have to be ashamed or something.
Dare to take your own freedom in life and lead your own way as you see its fit!

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