Okay, last night, I think I had my very first full LD! It was great, and I didn't wake up! This is what brings me to be not so sure it was a lucid dream, maybe a false sense of lucidity, but I know it involved a false awakening.

The dream started out like this. I was in some sort of factory, sort of like the ones in Toontown, if anyone has played that game. Okay, so some thought of dreaming caused me to think, "hey, I'm dreaming!" I remember thinking, "oh, that's cleaver, I'm going to write it in my DJ when I wake up," but I can't remember. Oh, well.
So, without stabilizing at all, I immediately proceeded to fly out a window, well, sort of, it was more of a long jump. I don't remember what happens next. The next thing I know, I was in my parents bedroom. I tried to go through the window, but I couldn't, so I just went through the screen of an open window. There was this lady in my neighborhood, walking around, drunk-ish, and she gave me the impression that she was a whore. Sorry, but it's the truth.
Okay, so I didn't really like her, so I tried to burn her with my hands lol. I couldn't though I was like, maybe I'll at least be able to get a flame going out of my finger, but still, nothing. At this point I could control my actions, but I kind of had to "go with the scene."
Okay, so, apparently it was a school day, and two people I've never seen before were late. So, I don't know where they came from, but there were these really weird giant light blue ladle-looking things that they wanted to ride in, while I flew around (if you can't tell by now my goal was to fly) to take them to school.
So, I tried, and again, my memory blanked out after this.
So, now I could see my waking body from my dream, only it was on the couch at my uncle's house. There were other people in the room. I got the idea that your breathing in a dream is the same as your body's, so I started breathing really fast, to signal I was LDing. There was a DV mod there btw, I don't know who it was.
So I "awoke," and then they were like, (him and my brother) "wtf is wrong with your breathing?" and I was like, "I had an LD!"
Another memory blank.
I was at my mom's work, but it looked nothing like her work. She was yelling at me to get her a pen that she left in her little cubicle () and so I spun around, and was in her office.
So, as I was thinking more and more about me dreaming, there were these fuzzy patches coming into vision. I yelled "clarity!" but I don't know if it helped.
So, I decided to try to go somewhere, I do remember where but it's kinda private :-D. So, I tried turning on the spot, but the next thing that happened was, I got a sort of computer error, like a windows critical error or something. It was like, the person you are searching for can not be found.
Then there was my classmate, and he was sitting in the kitchen in the same house as my FA spot. He said something, I think it was like, "so, you can't [...and he said some other stuff i don't remember]," and then I lost lucidity.
I was back in my bedroom, but not in bed. I was on my computer, and I saw the same program that I've been seeing in a lot of my dreams. It was this random... hijacker, I think you call it, it downloads viruses, and it was downloading all of these files at random intervals.
Then, in the hijacker program, there was a grid, and some random green squiggles being drawn, I think it represented a virus scan. A woman's monotone voice said, "we are sorry for all inconveniences from viruses that are ours," and that may have been the end of the dream, but I don't know.

So, there are a couple of reasons I don't think it was a LD. I know it wasn't a full, 100% LD, since I had to go with the scene. This kind of gives me the impression that I was dreaming about what a LD would be like, but I wasn't actually in one. Another reason is that I didn't wake up once gaining "lucidity," I simply continued. I am definitely the kind of person that would be way over-excited and wake up.
I can remember what happened, and I can remember the vividness, but I can't seem to remember them together, if that makes sense...

So, if you've read the whole post, thanks! If not, well, that's your problem! :-D Can I have thoughts on if it was a LD or just a false sense of lucidity? That would really bum me out but I want the truth lol! I can handle the truth! Thanks
~rvdork

P.S. I kept getting pains, like pinching sensations in my hands. It really hurt, and I don't know what caused it! I thought people don't usually experience pains during dreams?