Ok, so i had my third lucid dream last night and i actually managed to do something before i woke. It still lasted only a matter of seconds but i think i'm getting better. What really surprises me is that i haven't been devoting much time to reality checks or even thinking about ld's in the past couple of weeks and i have had two ld's, more so than when i was actually trying. ha.
Anyway, this is what happened. I was having a very strange dream in which i was a man in a sexual situation with another man. I finished with this scenario and realized that i would like to take a shower. I turned around and i was standing in front of my shower at home.
I got in, turned on the water and i started thinking about what had just transpired in my dream. I thought, "If this was a dream, i'd make it alot better." I looked down at my legs and thought, "Hmm, i wonder if this IS a dream. It wouldn't hurt to ask someone."
I opened my shower door and looked out. There was a man with long black hair laying in my bathroom floor with his head propped up on his hand. He was facing away from me and i yelled at him, "Hey! Am i dreaming?" He turned and looked at me with a puzzled look on his face. At that moment i realized i was dreaming. "I am dreaming!" i yelled at him. He shook his head at me as if i were insane.
I jumped out of the shower and i just sort of floated there. I decided to move towards the man and so i floated in his general direction. I was high above him and looking down upon him. I was exhilirated by this floating experience and i knew i was going to wake up at any second if i didn't calm myself.
"Don't let me wake up!" i yelled at the black-haired man. "Spin!" he said to me and so i tried to spin but i couldn't really feel my body or make it do anything. I tried for a second to spin and the next moment i was sitting straight up in my bed.
I was so angry when i woke that i couldn't make myself stay longer but i am pleased that i managed to do anything at all before waking. This was my longest ld yet, about ten to fifteen seconds total from the time i became lucid until i woke myself up. I wish the spinning would have worked but i just couldn't control anything. ugh. But i suppose, all in all, i'm happy with my progress.
Anyone have anymore ideas for keeping control or controlling your dream body? I have such a hard time with that.
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