Thread: I feel no emotions in my LD's.. and i dont feel very aware, Just the ability to controll it..

Well.. last night, i tryed WILD'ing.. Couldnt be bothered so fell asleep.. But before i dozed off, i told myself that i would have a lucid dream tongiht. i went " right, tonight in my dream i will do a RC.. and become lucid".. i eventually woke up.. and it was time for school.. no lucid dreams.. aneyway, i threw up all over my bed because i had not had my window open and the heating was on all night.. so i felt ill? i went back to bed and whilst alseep i had a dream about being off school. I was in my house, No one was in exeapt me, obviosly.. and the other day an inc cartridge exploded all over my hands, and it took ages to get the inc out from underneath my nails.. So i was down stairs in my dream and i began to look at my hands because the inc was still not off.. so i was chekin them out in the dream, then i realised my hand was all blurey, i did i reality chek.. yep, i was Dreaming.. So at first i began to attempt to walk through a mirror since ive never done this before in a lucid dream, only things like shooting fire out of my hands and such.. but only once ive ever done something supernatural in my dream.. and this is becasue when i go lucid.. i dont tend to get exited.. at all!!. and i dont even think straight, the thought im lucid doesnt even cross my mind after thinking it once after doing a RC.. so i never do aneything good in my dreams because i dont dont tend to remember what i want to do Whilst lucid.. unless triggered by something where i have to protect myself with supernatural powers.. Aneyway, i attmpted to walk thorugh this mirror, but i couldnt.. i could only get my hands through it, it felt watery.. But the thing is, i didnt feel as if it was a Lucid Dream for some reason.. And i ended up having a false awakening.. and then the dream goes un-lucid.. Whats up with this?

Look, the bottom line is.. Lately my LD's have been off a bit. in other words, I dont feel completely in controll, and i dont tend to get exited or the feeling where i can do aneything, and i dont remember what i wanna do in LD's.. so basicly, in my dreams, i feel no emotions? can aneyone relate to this, and maybe give me some tips on how to make my LD's.. more realistic, and Vivid.. ??