Originally posted by WerBurN
why do you think you're schizophrenic? you seem to perceive reality normally by societies standards from what might be gleamed from your 3 posts...
I'm not hallucinating or hearing messages from aliens or anything, but my way of thinking and interacting with the world is very different from other people's. I don't really know how to explain it. I can talk normally and communicate fine by writing, but if you talked to me it would probably get weird. In one of my crazy controlled reveries I thought of the metaphor that I have a mental virus that I am afraid of transmitting to other people. It's very difficult to explain, but I will say that I see this in my more optomistic moments as me trying to graple with circuits of consciousness that I don't have mastery over or full access too. Very difficult to explain or even for me to understand.