Well, I’m getting closer to lucidity I know. I thought I had a short lucid dream last night, but I will explain what convinces me otherwise.

•I’ll start by saying that if I ever had a lucid dream, I’d be like “Hell yeah, I did it! Woo!” Not in this dream, I was like “Hmm, I’m in control…” I had no memory, from what I know, that I was trying to attain a lucid dream – not sure there.

•It was not at all vivid as real life or vivid at all; it felt as foggy as a typical non-lucid dream.

•It felt like, rather, as I would be imagining, very subtle as it did not surprise me. Nothing that happened in it was amazing or fantastic in comparison to how I would pre-imagine the dream in the waking life (visual incubating, or like a VILD). So not much gain in realism or vividness.

•It was too short, and I felt like I was slowly awakening. I don’t think I was overcome with excitement though, as I mentioned above, I didn’t really feel like I achieved my goal for lucidity.

So to conclude, and I want you to read this carefully: I don’t think I had a lucid dream, but rather, I think I dreamed of me dreaming a very low level lucid dream.

My progress is really funny isn’t it? I feel I’m so close, but never close enough. What makes me happy is my recall for that night; it was tremendous - maybe because I slept in a few hours.

Anyway, I’d like to hear your thoughts on what this dream could be; feel free to share your experiences which may be like this. I’d appreciate anything.