So I've been having problems with sleeping lately. I've also started the SILD technique a couple days ago. But anyway. I went to sleep and had a dream where I was having Spanish class at school. I thought to myself, "I shouldn't be having classes right now!' (I don't start until Monday) but it didn't register. I woke myself up around 4:00 (went to bed around 11). I had a terrible time trying to get back to sleep. I don't know why since I didn't even get out of bed. I constantly told myself, "I will have a lucid dream when I go back to sleep." I fell asleep and nothing happened until I woke up again around 7:30. I then went back to sleep and it happened! At first, it was low lucidity. But then I heard a voice say, "Move your arm!". I did so, and I saw 'spots' everywhere and things were slightly clearer. I constantly pinched my nose, but then I realized that I couldn't breathe that clearly. It was like one nostril was blocked. After fighting this guy with no success, I then wanted to jump off a cliff due to my wanting to do it and coincidentally, it's the task of the month. So I said that I want to jump off a cliff so a door will appear behind me leading to that cliff. Well, a door appeared. I then noticed that my eyes were doing weird things too! I either couldn't see straight, or my head was always wanting to tilt a certain way. I actually had to tell myself, "look straight!" which worked for a few minutes. But anyway. I opened it, but it led downstairs to another one. Then another one. Then I came to this 'shelter' that would lead to the cliff. I was in a bathroom and someone told me make sure to go to the bathroom. There was no stall so I just peed in a mud puddle (it was raining). I was then nagged to wash my hands. While doing so, I saw myself in an overhead mirror and I looked the same as I always do though it was slightly darker because of the rain clouds. I then automatically woke up at 8:30. |
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