another one after a one day gap. Totally different from last one. Started
under similar circumstances. Woke up after som drinking las night at 8:00 am
barely remembered the end of my dream and parts of the beg and middle, knew I
had had an elaborate one. Stayed up for a while watched some worldcup soccer
i had on my dvr. Then tried to WILD. Well this time I remember parts of the
attempt and then dont remember much after.

Still trying to remember when I became conscious. It almost started with kindof an FA. I was lying on my balcony of the house I used to live in 10 yrs ago. It felt real but I never
tht of doing an RC. So this was just a reg dream. Then I with my eyes shut
was flying in and out to the roof while I was still lying on the floor - well
that explains the actual experience about 10% (I think our language is still
not yet evolved to explain some of these experiences). Anyway I dont believe
in any of the obe's/ap etc so I thought I must have made that up as I
had just read about them yesterday so I decide to go back in my room and lay
down , now i enetered the room in my current apt. I remembered to pick the
stuff i left lying around in my living room with my eyes shut and went to my
room I cudnt see anything but i felt my bed. So i lay down random people came
in and out just heard voices. At this point i slipped into something new.

Was hanging at a theme park with friends. Every time I put my head back it would
be this intense rush to my brain almost ecstatic. Still didnt think it was an
LD (stupid me!!) I was convinced I was in some sort of drug induced state,
but didnt want to get out of it. So now i tell my self stare at your hand it
will help you stay in this state never thinking about or saying LD or dream,
and it did also I would put my head back and this intense rush would come
over again. My hand was missing a finger and when I willed it and the extra
finger came back (a little wobbly).

I had just read this article on DV about morality in dreams. I still hadnt
taken a side. I decide to test my morality - I saw a group of people and
unleashed a pack of wild lions to eat them but just when they were about to
attack I turned them into birds and they flew away. There was lots of
cheering and clapping. Now feeling very good about myself (silly me, what an
idiot kelpt walking into this bright parking lot I started feeling walls
with my hands and then a metal fence felt very real. Then I hit something
metallic to hear the noise - loud and clear clang ,this was when I had a
semi-partial (thats not a word, but what i mean is it was very fleeting) FA as I
was lying on my bed and I hit the wood board next to my bed. I thought go
back to your other state (I never once thought or mentioned dream) you were
banging there. Anyway next came across a street vendor selling raw cut
mango slices went over and picked a few slices dipped them in spicy chilli
powder and tasted (This was on of my favorites, from vendors by the
beach, growing up) anyway I could kind of taste the bitterness a little bit
but not even close to the real thing Anyway this was when I was up.

Sorry for the lengthy DJ - just woke up and wanted to jot down everything I
remembered. Is it possible to be in an LD but never say or think it is a dream
rather some other state I couldnt explain that is nice and still do all the
things I would do in an LD to Be Aware and make decisions and in the end
remember them when awake