I did called my subconscious a name, as I wanted to try this method...

I chose Renoir, as I don't hear this name often in my days.

The catch is that i'm kinda scarred by this method, I don't want to alter my subconscious in any ways, I know about auto-suggestion and techniques about how to forge you presonnality, and I though that if used wrong, I might regret to do this naming subconscious thing...

Do you think I could just have this alter-ego IN DREAM, without being scarred that my suggestions might affect my waking life ?

(if you don't understand my point just say so)