I started researching about lucid dreaming one or two months ago and evey method I have tried failed every time. Three nights ago I was reading about trying becoming lucid via sleep paralysis and it freaked me out. All the stories about dark figures and demons being next to you while you can't move are too intense for me. Anyway these stories didn't stop me to try and achieve a lucid dream, they made me be more aware I think.
This afternoon I went to take a nap. Usually when I do this, I fall asleep after 20-30 minutes. Today was no exception and I woke up after 5 minutes of sleep so I decided to close my eyes again. While I was doing this, I remembered a song and I started to sing it with my inner voice. My voice changed into the original singer's voice and I started to hear other instruments aswell. It sounded so good I started to feel happy. I felt this happiness moving through my entire body, so I decided to wake up because I am to excited to fall asleep. When I opened my eyes everything was normal but when I wanted to get out of bed it was impossible so I freaked out. I managed to move a little bit (it very hard because my body was so heavy) and I pinched my nose to see if I can breathe and I could so I decided to shoot a fireball from my hand, through the wall in front of me but when I looked at my hand it was invisible. I was feeling it there but I couldn't see it. That's when I began to breathe deeply and focus on waking up.
It felt incredibly real. My room was exactly as I see it now, the same amount of light, the same shadows on the wall, the objects were in the exact same spot as they are now. Even if it was scary for me, I can't wait to try this again.
I also want to ask you something. How can I achieve full mobility and get out of bed? Because it seemed impossible today.
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