Well, I have been trying to wake up after every dream to try DEILD for a while, repeating to myself the mantra: "I will wake up after every dream and stand still"
However, since it didn't work, yesterday I decided to repeat to myself "I will wake up after every dream" because I thought that simplifying the message I would get it into my mind better. And it worked. It reaaally worked.
I put my alarm clock at four and a half hours after going to sleep to wake me up just right before getting my first dream. It woke me up, and I decided to picture myself repeating a RC until it gets into my dreams, and I do that until I fall asleep. I started having dreams, but they were a little weird, and after every dream I woke up confused and performed a RC before getting asleep again. I'll put a summary down here, but note that I don't remember the order of the dreams and I only remember small fragments, so I'll put here what I think is most relevant.
Fragment 1: I think this was the on the 1st dream. I started a dream in which I was already lucid from the start. Since I am a newbie, all my LDs are short and I'm half asleep half conscius, but in this one, though I was still partly asleep, I had more awareness than in the rest of my dreams. Well, the dream starts, and I'm in a street. I know that I'm dreaming, and realize that I have accomplished my objective, so I think "Well, I'm lucid dreaming. Now what?" (My dream self didn't really know what to do next, maybe I'm too focused in getting lucid dreams rather than actually do something in them?). After looking during some seconds at the street, I think "Oh, I could try to fly". I try elevating, but I cannot fly, and think "Oh, well, I'll do something else" (Even though I could think rationally, I think that my emotions were still asleep). However, I wake up before I have time to do anything else.
Fragment 2: This was a little scary, but I was more annoyed than scared, don't know why, perhaps because it was way too fucking random? xD. I was going from the high school to my house, noticing there was something weird. After watching around me, I can see that there were signals of "Don't step, wet flood" every 3-4 meters in the street, and something else related to posters duplicated with annoying (but fun) messages. When I get home and sit in front of my computer, I realize that...No, I don't realize I'm dreaming, I realize I can see dead people xD. I was sitting in front of my computer, but behind the door of my room (Which was a glass door in the dream) I could see someone dancing like if he was dancing THIS: las ketchup:asereje - YouTube (I only saw this dance once or twice when I was young, and it was, uhm... Let's just say it is something that only could a drunk dance without feeling embarrasment). Well, that dead person kept dancing that for a while while I was sitting at the computer, and looking from time to time to him asking myself when would he leave. After some time, the person came into the room and started dancing that in front of me. Then, I become really angry and think "C'mon, this has got to be a dream". I performed the noseplug and the thumb RCs and they didn't work like if they should when I'm dreaming. I did them two times more, really annoyed, while the person was dancing that shit around me. I started shouting at him to stop and leave me alone, but the person kept dancing without saying anything. I went running to the living room (While the dead person kept dancing around me) and shouted at my mother to get rid of him, but she didn't even look at me. A few moments later, the dream ends, and I am even more confused this time xD.
Fragment 3: I was in a cave in Skyrim with a friend of mine. I realize I'm dreaming, and the dream ends.
Fragment 4: I was telling the Fragment 2 to the same friend of Fragment 3 through internet. Nothing much else.
Fragment 5: I'm at my grandmother's house. I am operating a dimensional device that does a very particular thing: It creates a "copy" of the room or the location where it is in other dimension, and bounds to that "copy" whoever is in the action radius. The copy looks like the original place, but in other colours, and things left in the copy will be there the next time the device is activated(think of it as a portable headquarters). Whoever who is not bounded enters in where the device was activated, enters in the "normal" version. But if someone is bounded, it enters in the "copy". Example: A and B are in room B, and want to enter in room A (where the device was activated). A is bounded, but B is not. A passes through the door, and ends in the "copy", and then goes out of the "copy" and ends again in room B. B enters in room A, but ends in the "normal" version, and then he goes back, ending again in B. The weird thing in this dream is that I felt familiarity with the device, like if I had used in some other time, and in some moment I think "Mmm, I must be feeling this familiarity because I have used this in real life" (I didn't go lucid after realizing I was dreaming, however). Obviously, I have never used something like that, but it is an interesting device xD. The dream ends some minutes after I get the device working.
Fragment 6: The same friend of Fragment 3 has come to sleep in my house. It is late morning, and we are in the night suit talking about a videoblog he made in the high school. Dream ends a little while after finishing watching the video.
Fragment 7: I realize I'm dreaming. I wake up. I don't remember what was the dream about. In fact, this happened at least 2 times tonight.
Fragment 8: I'm in the street operating the device of Fragment 5 while I'm talking to the friend of Fragment 3 through internet (Stop getting in my dreams stalker D: )
Fragment 9: I'm at the high school. I don't remember much else apart from being there and talking to my PE teacher.
Well, this is what I can recall now, though I remembered more when I woke up in the morning and when I woke up after every dream. Even though it was only a single night, when I woke up in the morning I had the sensation that it had been one or two days since I went to sleep xD. This night I'll try the same technique, if it gives me only half the results of yesterday every night, I will be happy xD.
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