after a month or two of complete obsession with lucid dreams i started to become lucid i guess but I'd wake up almost immediately. however i just woke up from the first LD where i had any control at all then i just got terrified and this figure was jumping out at me so i tried to leave my dorm room and it was just black nothing, then i just woke up. i guess i just suck at this or my mind just doesnt want me to do it or something