i have no intention to bore you. i have had sp hundreds of times. literally. sometimes 5 - 10x a night. (personal demons lol) i think i understand the relationship with us, the cosmos, and psychedelics. dreams involving entities is nothing new to me.

6: 30 pm. i took 3 mg of xanax.

approx 11 i went to bed.

approx 4 am. (everyone knos how hard it is to describe a dream to bare with me.)

it was as if were being sucked into a vacuum. i could literally feel an see myself going thru a tunell. it was black an white but melting. then it felt like a train was coming an my head was about to explode. then it was like something just popped, an the entire world came to a stand still. i was in this place that was melting and indegenous ppl were dancing around a ball of light. they all stopped dancing when i appeared. their necks stretched across to me an they said "he's here!" i was terrified. then all at once it was like whatever was holding me dropped me.. an i literally fucking fell to the ground of wherever the hell i was.. i could see myself clearly. everything else was black an white and melting. the ppl went from dancing/chanting to chearing. i went lucid. i was running for my life. i started flying. i got away from one. then was trapped and slammed thru this thing that was melting. (it was some type of orb, like an egg shell.) everything i looked at turn to color, i could draw out the landscape with my eyes. i formed a beach. i was making ppl appear on the beach, it had beach rafts an shit like that. but everybody was made out of plastic. i drew the sun an it shined on the indgenous ppl an they turned to clay.

then i woke up.