No, I'm more sad about the fact that I can't name a single person in real life who doesn't hate me, besides my parents, but they don't talk to me either, so they don't particularity like me. Like I said, on average, maybe 1 person talks to me every few months when they want something, the longest that no-ones talked to me was 13 months. I try to say it like it's a good thing to hide the fact that i'm hurting...