I am pissed of at autosuggestion!

for the past month, i have repeated the same phrase ver and over that i will wake up after every dream!! yesterdaywas even more convincing that the most convincing. and the results? NONE.

I want a freaking controlled LD, and the only way i can wake up in the middle of the night to do a technique is using autosuggstion.

Can you people please help me?! i am angry!