Well I tried some. I put it in gelcaps that were originally filled with cinnamon.
The odds were very much against me. I am currently down after getting dumped by my first love*, and work stress has left me getting poor sleep for the last few days. I also masturbated twice before bed, so I expected poor dream recall from the get go. I was also sick, and having trouble breathing due to bad air flow in my room.
I have been having quite a dry spell lately. I've gone months with very few LDs/OBEs despite trying them very often.
At the beginning of the night there were no signs except for this somewhat odd, warm sensation on the lower part of left leg. I can still sort of feel it, but it's almost relaxing. It's near the spot where I often have shin splints.
I went to sleep around 10:20 p.m.
I listened to some binaural beats to relax me into sleep. There was some success. Eventually I caught the tail end of a dream around 12 a.m. but it was more a nightmare. I imagined that someone at age 39 died in the desert I may end up in very soon. It read like a biography. I immediately thought it was me. 
I woke up around 3:45. I went to the bathroom, and I had a little water before I went back to bed. I was not attempting a WBTB though.
A few moments after that, I had a series of LDs. I only count one because I can only remember it quite vividly. It was a dream in the middle of it all. It was amazingly vivid, and I know at some points I was directly controlling things. It started in what felt like a home, and at one point I ended up traveling in a flying car. I never fly in LDs. I always use a machine of some sort like a plane or car lol. For some reason my dreams are often in a third person view, and the traveling part felt like that. I was a cameraman watching myself drive crazy.
It was almost as if I was in a large mall too because there were people below me as I flew, and I know I was not outside. Very odd, but the feeling of the flying car was very awesome.
I landed at what felt like an office job. I guess I was in charge? At one point I had a confrontation with someone, and things were just "In my control." After that, some of my sexual urges came out and I was able to poke around with that. Nothing crazy though.
After what felt like hours (Which turned out to be only about one hour), I walked in the same building I was flying around down a set of stairs where I met three men in similar outfits, but different color shirts. For some reason I claimed they were my Id, ego, and superego. I was angered because I felt that they had a problem with all the fun I was having. Then it turned into a fight with me ending up being the victor.
After that some urges returned, but I think at this time I got too excited and woke myself up. I had two more LDs after, but my recall failed around those times.
This was also the first time that while in an LD, I felt like I was in another dream. When I started to leave the lucid dream I could remember, I ended up flying into what felt like an upper, less vivid dream world. When I have successfully lucid dreamed in the past, I usually feel like the dream I am is the only layer. It was interesting to note this change.
I had around 250 mg in three gelcaps of kirkii because I don't have a good method of getting them in the gelcaps. One thing to note is I did not have dinner before taking the Kirkii because I had a large enough lunch that I was not hungry, even after working out. That may or may not have made the effects stronger, but I was greatly impressed considering how many strikes were against me.
One other thing to note is that I slept very good. I feel like I have had at least nine hours instead of a little less than eight. I am very alert, and not even a little groggy this morning. Still down due to the love loss, but I feel pretty good.
I am getting more gelcaps today, and I will try not to masturbate tonight (Which I am attempting to end completely anyway). The dreams I have calm me down enough I think.
*(No this isn't some puppy love. I'm 24. Obviously this affects me a lot mentally at the moment.)
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