Last night I was thinking a lot about myself and all of a sudden I realised that practically everything I'm going through is the result of some really really deep and unique part of my personality. I traced it all back in my mind. Namely, it was about my Asperger's Syndrome, so it was a little bit easier for me to recognise. But the biggest part of it is that I realised that the person who I had always associated with myself was not actually me. It's really hard to explain, but basically, it's like society sticks labels onto you and the labels completely hide who you really are, and I was trusting the labels more than my own understanding of myself.

I also realised that a lot of the things I thought were weaknesses were actually powers. Bisexuality, for example.

It's come to me to write this because it's so easy to overlook and I think it's probably really dangerous for some people. My condition has a name, but really I think that everyone has a 'condition', it's just that they are not labelled as easily. What I mean is, everybody has their own fixed psyche, but we go around thinking that anybody can change into anybody and that if you aren't one way or another then for some reason you're bad. But I think the truth is that we are actually all branches on a tree. We can't change our type or environment, but we grow at different rates according to our species.

I think this was my happy new year present!!!!