So...pretty much every single night before i go to sleep for 1 hour i roleplay in my head. Lately i been imagining about a woman outside my door screaming because her ex boyfriend is after her, so i open the window and invite her in, and she's soaking wet because it's raining hard outside, it gets really hardcore after that so i wont go into details, but i normally don't finish because i get bored so i redo it from scratch and find a different way to approach the scenerio. This even happens when i am at work everyday, i do it to pass by the day while i work quickly, or when i see a woman walk by (yes, i am a pig).
Does this make me some type of sex-a-holic without the sex or something? I don't care how it makes me look, i can't live without roleplaying in my head and i've been doing it for many many years now (age 18, i am 25 now, you do the math).
Is this some type of problem i should seek help? it's starting to take controll of my life more and more. Most of the time when i see a female, i start getting into this but if i don't then i start wondering "why can't i do it with her". I feel uncomfortable writing this, but what needs to be said should be said.
While it was not much of a problem back then when i was younger, i'm getting older and it's getting worse and worse by the year. I don't wanna be 40 and talking like this or thinking like this all day and all the time, i know some people like this and it's bloody annoying being around these people.
BTW i can't get into porn, it's not the same. I can't use my imagination as well as i can when i'm thinking up scenerios.
