
Originally Posted by
rottingteeth
how sad...
is it ok, is it "normal", acceptable, to miss an acquaintance?
is it so if the person in question was ADORED from the moment he was seen?
oh, is this adoration a perversion, or was George Ives right when he said that "all flames are pure"?
just another boy confounded by my cryptic poetry...but this one has a spell on me! everything about him puts me in a trance! his hesitant disposition, his small body, his soft voice (it is ANGELIC!), his rudimentary grammar, but most of all his piercing blue eyes, that when gazed into make me feel as though I'm at the edge of the universe, made privy to all the secrets of existence...
why this TORMENT? why this MISERY? no, I cannot just let it go, this is my sole passion in life...HE is...if only he'd see.
cruel reality...SO CRUEL, to make EVERYONE I LOVE SO BLIND TO THE REAL ME.
"you just don't look right, so, I can't be with you." was basically what he told me.
my devotion is DEEP. my passion is PROFOUND. once I fall in love, it's FOREVER.
I'm sorry...I can't help it:
I will die in love with C. R. S.
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