i work in a cancer ward. constantly i see thirty people a day coming through for chemo...trying to prolong their life.
you think that would be awful..youd think they would be living in dispear, in misry, hopeless, lost, unsure of their purpose...you think id want to heal them, to take their pain.

but the irony is...the patients have more life in them then any of the people i work with. its the STAFF i want to feed life energy into. Its the STAFF that are miserable, empty, robotic...moving through the motions of life with no emotion, no feeling, neither good nor bad, happy nor sad, just blank nothing.

the patients know they might die at any minute...so they feel ALIVE in the moment, they are inspired to make the most of every SECOND...they are full of love and awareness.

Its so sad it takes something like illness to Awaken a human.

xxooo