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To start off, i'll give a little background on my situation. I'm 17, and I have had Inattentive ADHD for years (used to be called ADD.), and just got diagnosed a few weeks ago. Now, I have started taking the lowest dose of Concerta (18mg) for about a week so far, and I have barely felt anything, so my doctor said to take two pills every morning instead of one.
Today was the first day I started taking two, and I've noticed a huge increase in how it helps me, and I can think much clearer. The main issue I have, is if it's making me irritable or not.
Today, I flipped out on a friend. It was somewhat justified though, because he was making ignorant insults about a game that I like. (actually, swear by.) I started yelling at him, although it wasn't really yelling as I haven't yelled in years, but an elevated voice. I normally try to keep an open mind towards people's insults, even if they're against something I like, but in this case he just made almost no reasoning, and ignored everything I said. This pisses me off much more than most things, because I listen to most of his bullshit and then he goes and completely ignores me.
Now, I have always felt discomfort and irritation at things like this, but have tended to push those feelings to the back of my head and laugh this stuff off, because I can't focus on them well enough to react coherently. Now that I've taken an increased amount of my medication, I feel like I'm able to express myself much more clearly, and I didn't slip up once while "yelling" at him. I basically just said how much I hate how he does this, (although in much more words) and he just completely ignored me once again, and said I needed to "take my medication." This enraged me even more, as he damn well knows that I've taken it. I just restrained myself, although it wasn't easy. I think my blood pressure may have temporarily risen from holding it back, but I can't be sure.
Now, in this case, would the medicine be artificially increasing my irritation at things like this, or is it just bringing out how I really feel? I'm not sure, and I can't tell right now. I'm hoping that I'll have a more defined answer as I take the medication for longer, but what do you guys think?
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