Thread: I don't want kids?! normal?

I was in my baby sisters room watching her as my mom was in the kitchen cooking. My sister was laying on her back when she started throwing up her milk and her mouth started to fill with it. I didn't know what to do so I picked her up and held her up so it could waste out of her mouth normally and screamed at my mom telling her she was throwing up. By this point I was sitting on the bed with the baby wiping off her mouth and stuff, 20 seconds later my mom still isn't around. She was literally taking her SWEET time getting to the room to see what was up. Nevertheless, that was one of the most stressful things I've been through during my teenage years. I never want kids now from that one experience. Their too fragile. My mind was racing as I thought about what to do, I thought the best option was using common sense and picking her up off her back. I don't like how my mom leaves her un attended for long periods of time while she goes to shower or cook or something..it annoys me honestly. I just get so worried about my sister being in the room alone for these exact reasons so I take it upon myself to stand in the room and watch over her. Sigh. There goes my future of wanting kids. My anxiety went from 0 to like 100 in a matter of seconds. I don't want to experience anything like this ever again. Like what if in the future, I'm at work and my wife is home alone taking care of the kid. How in the world would she know the babies throwing up or something while she's showering? D: I'll need to find a girl who doesn't want kids either.. The terrified look on my sisters face scared me even more.