Thread: 365 days w/o Jerking Off: A self control challenge

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Carrot... we are talking about random people on the street who you might never see again... You never fantasize just about the looks of them?

Eh. I have.

Not often though.

And then they turned and I get a different angle of them, and I was like "Oh no" you don't look as good as I had imagined.

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Carrot... we are talking about random people on the street who you might never see again... You never fantasize just about the looks of them?

For me to not currently do that is an impossibility.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

For me to not currently do that is an impossibility.

You are a hero in my eyes. I couldn't even pass 5 days and you are over 20

Wolfwood seems to be having a lot of succes with this. Congratz I'm still doing good myself. My original challenge ends on June 8th, but I hereby lenghten ir with 2 weeks (June 22th). Currently on day 18.
And littlezoe, you can get past those 5 days! Keep at it Take a few deep breaths and calm down when the urge gets big, it'll pass.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol...really? My arguments make me seem like a raving lunatic.

Huehuehue. Luna tic.

Originally Posted by littlezoe

You are a hero in my eyes. I couldn't even pass 5 days and you are over 20

^_^ I reckon it's because I'm staying outside as much as possible. Otherwise, idle hands....

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol...really? My arguments make me seem like a raving lunatic. Then again the oddity of the dream content is refreshing... and you'll wake up utterly confused.

And, that's true. It's just unusual at the moment.

Odd dreams are always fun. I may have to do it just for that.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Hah, so the energy has far reaching--across the ocean--effects too. Better than I thought.

Energy is infectious. X) It's probably more reason to do the challenge that anything.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Yes, it will be awful good. It's fun making life difficult, isn't it...or is that just me?

I can dig it. >w< It's always fun to build the energy to its maximum potential before it breaks.

Alright so 6th day of the second challenge. This time round, as perhaps expected, it has been easier. Yes there definitely is some intense bouts of horniness at times, but it's not really hard to just ignore them. I had to learn to ignore much bigger desires last time round. Like I've told you, this is total abstinence, no masturbation, no sex. Next time I will have sex will in fact be the end of the challenge, at least that's what I consider it. It might take a while, I expect at least the original 61 days. Like I told you, my girlfriend currently lives on the other side of the world.

On the basis of first experience, the toughest moments will come somewhere around next week. Around that time usually the most intense cravings kick in. After that, it gradually gets easier and I don't remember struggling much past the 30-day point.

Seems like Wolfwood is going well here and experiencing similar feelings to me back on the first challenge. Keep the good work up buddy, if it goes anything like my first challenge, the major desires will soon start to dissolve. Then again, people are different, so who knows?

I advise people to keep themselves busy and distracted on the fact. Best way to fare well in this challenge is to completely ignore you're doing this kind of challenge. Don't get bored. Have as little downtime as possible. Also is good to find a replacement habit to masturbation, but I survived well without doing it.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Energy is infectious. X) It's probably more reason to do the challenge that anything.

Definitely is. If not for some metaphysical reason, then because of the outward expression of my body language is stronger, more confident, directed, and interested. My gaze more penetrating. I think people feel that, and I feel its reception. It felt like a few guys wanted to fight me when I looked at 'em, and I was happily waiting for it. lol So this is what it feels like to be a testosterone-driven guy.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

I can dig it. >w< It's always fun to build the energy to its maximum potential before it breaks.

Yes. Pushing and pushing until destruction. Have you started this then?


Day 25 - I've found the worst time is around 9am-11am. The lust in my eyes is intense and insane - I've been told amusingly that it's incredibly evident. I feel like I need to workout, and then climb a mountain. And then climb a second mountain. >.<

Go exercise it away Wolfwood.

You felt like you had too much energy in you. Too much power. It'll probably just drain you off when your testosterone level is no longer high.

I can never have enough power! *insert evil, mad laugh* HARH HARH HARHHHHHH!!!!

Seriously though, it feels like I want to go to the gym more than usual. The problem, however, is that doing so increases testosterone.

Still, I'm aiming for 40 days and 40 nights. O_O

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

I can never have enough power! *insert evil, mad laugh* HARH HARH HARHHHHHH!!!!

Seriously though, it feels like I want to go to the gym more than usual. The problem, however, is that doing so increases testosterone.

Still, I'm aiming for 40 days and 40 nights. O_O

Good luck!

Cheers, I may need it.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Cheers, I may need it.

You sense no sarcasm up there do you? I don't think there is, I am earnest when wishing you well. No ill intentions, no evil, no..

Hehe, naa. I don't think of you as evil. ^_^

Now you're making me wonder.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Definitely is. If not for some metaphysical reason, then because of the outward expression of my body language is stronger, more confident, directed, and interested. My gaze more penetrating. I think people feel that, and I feel its reception. It felt like a few guys wanted to fight me when I looked at 'em, and I was happily waiting for it. lol So this is what it feels like to be a testosterone-driven guy.

Why are you trying to torture me? X) Makes sense, though. You sound like you're having some fun with it.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Yes. Pushing and pushing until destruction. Have you started this then?

I suppose I should lol. I never did officially set counter back to zero from last time, but maybe I should just take advantage of that. We'll see by the end of the day.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Why are you trying to torture me? X) Makes sense, though. You sound like you're having some fun with it.

You don't like torture? Oh. OH. Hehe. Definitely fun - I've become a bit one dimensional, but I feel so empowered.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

I suppose I should lol. I never did officially set counter back to zero from last time, but maybe I should just take advantage of that. We'll see by the end of the day.

Haha, I thought as much. Did you gain any perceivable benefits during the time you did it?

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

You don't like torture? Oh. OH. Hehe. Definitely fun - I've become a bit one dimensional, but I feel so empowered.

>w< I can't wait to see how it effects me then. I'll bet I can make it a good amount of time this go around... I just got greedy before, but this time I'll put more focus into it.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Haha, I thought as much. Did you gain any perceivable benefits during the time you did it?

Benefits? That depends on... how you look at it. X3 But I don't think I really did it for long enough to gain anything appreciable out of it before, since I only went for about a week. I'm sure there'll be more noticeable when I make it a little longer. :3

So Hi everyone, I failed yet again ^_^'

So yeah, pleasure to play, I shall try another time

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

>w< I can't wait to see how it effects me then. I'll bet I can make it a good amount of time this go around... I just got greedy before, but this time I'll put more focus into it.



Benefits? That depends on... how you look at it. X3 But I don't think I really did it for long enough to gain anything appreciable out of it before, since I only went for about a week. I'm sure there'll be more noticeable when I make it a little longer. :3

The bet is on. Good luck. I'm sure it'll affect you in far more profound and ineffable ways.

The main benefit I get is seeing more booty beauty in the world..... if not a bit too much of it.

Day 26 - There's no doubt: I am most lustful between 9am-11am. It feels like it's reached another peak and began to stabilise again.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

The bet is on. Good luck. I'm sure it'll affect you in far more profound and ineffable ways.

The main benefit I get is seeing more booty beauty in the world..... if not a bit too much of it.

Day 26 - There's no doubt: I am most lustful between 9am-11am. It feels like it's reached another peak and began to stabilise again.

Thanks. Oh, I'm sure it will. >w<

How can there possibly be too much beauty? *waits to regret those words*

Mornings are definitely awesome for me... still riding that wave. X)

Day 20 - Starting to get urges again. This is where it gets interesting

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Thanks. Oh, I'm sure it will. >w<

How can there possibly be too much beauty? *waits to regret those words*

Mornings are definitely awesome for me... still riding that wave. X)

You become almost dysfunctional with beauty everywhere. You look to the left you see it, to the right you see it. Even when you close your eyes, you see it. It's madnesssss, and can feel like you're on the verge of insanity. Wait, why am I complaining?

Mornings are for the beast, for Mr. Hyde.

I think it's about time I take the challenge again. I'm aiming for 2 months I guess .