That would be awesome! |
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It's bizarre that I've had no sexual dreams out of the ordinary since abstaining. Seems my conscious mind is dirty, and my subconscious is clean... well, it prefers madness. |
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The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary.
No sailor controls the sea. Only a foolish sailor would say such a thing. Similarly, no lucid dreamer controls the dream.
Like a sailor on the sea, we lucid dreamers direct our perceptual awareness within the larger state of dreaming.
You've not made your appearance yet. I'll try making a mantra with you associated with it during a WBTB. ^_^ |
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Who looks outside, dreams;
who looks inside, awakes.
- Carl Jung
Well... some of you might know that i failed the last time again, but i forgot to post about it here |
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I realize that i'm dreaming.
I realize that i'm dreaming.
I realize that i'm dreaming.
<--- My Dream Journal Contains ONLY Lucid Dreams
3,5 days passed, nearly the time most people see as problematic, and half a week. Occasionally the thought I should avoid wet dreams by discharging pops up, but it's nothing more than a logical though, taken out by what I might gain (apart form... well nevermind). Once I started the challenge it became nearly impossible to arouse me when I'm not personally up to get aroused. No forcing urge to do anything, not even when I visit certain sites, or look at certain things to see if that would give me an urge of some kind. I patiently wait for the problems but there are none. |
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Personal Records so far: Max lucids per day: 2 | Max lucids per week: 4 | Max lucids per month: 8 | Max dreams recalled in one night: 17
Longest lucid dream: ~35min | Highest flight: zoomed out of common existence [WTF?] | Fastest speed: FTL | DILD/EILD/DEILD [X] | WILD/VILD [X] | MILD/FILD/HILD [ ]
Interested to know how I got 17 dreams in one single night? And how I think I still could Improve? Check out my new and improved Dream Recall Compendium: The Dream Recall Compendium
I'm going to restart this challenge as the month changes. As you know, I did 61 days without masturbating earlier in the thread, though this has expanded quite many pages since. |
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Day 18/19 - Went to meet the girl for a drink. Drank many drinks, as did she. She was touchy feely then, but somehow I controlled myself (why? rofl)... so that I can meet her again. I feel a bit bad because I can't help but see her in a completely sexual way. Oh well. Meeting on Saturday night....near her place. I feel insanely lustful after that. Jesus. This challenge is seriously changing me. O_O |
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Last edited by Wolfwood; 05-31-2012 at 11:49 PM.
Who looks outside, dreams;
who looks inside, awakes.
- Carl Jung
Check out my DreamViews Podcast with OpheliaBlue!
The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary.
No sailor controls the sea. Only a foolish sailor would say such a thing. Similarly, no lucid dreamer controls the dream.
Like a sailor on the sea, we lucid dreamers direct our perceptual awareness within the larger state of dreaming.
Day 1 - SUCCESS! |
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Sex is overrated. |
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Hilarious thread. |
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Things are not as they seem
Day 19/20 - Worst day ever so far. Almost painfully lustful. |
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Who looks outside, dreams;
who looks inside, awakes.
- Carl Jung
End of day 5 is close. I'm starting to feel the desire for "fun", if I ever get into problematic days I expect it to be from tomorrow on. Nothing threatens my control so far but I fear my resolve will dissolve soon unless I see some significant improvements with my dreams. I might even restart the challenge on purpose to see the effect better. So far I can say that my dreams are about as good as they should, maybe a tiny little better. I think I'm going for 8-10 days, not sure. |
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Personal Records so far: Max lucids per day: 2 | Max lucids per week: 4 | Max lucids per month: 8 | Max dreams recalled in one night: 17
Longest lucid dream: ~35min | Highest flight: zoomed out of common existence [WTF?] | Fastest speed: FTL | DILD/EILD/DEILD [X] | WILD/VILD [X] | MILD/FILD/HILD [ ]
Interested to know how I got 17 dreams in one single night? And how I think I still could Improve? Check out my new and improved Dream Recall Compendium: The Dream Recall Compendium
2 days passed by here, i almost failed today but i could control myself xD It'll be better soon |
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I realize that i'm dreaming.
I realize that i'm dreaming.
I realize that i'm dreaming.
<--- My Dream Journal Contains ONLY Lucid Dreams
If I calculated it right, I'm now on day 15. No big urges, but I'm definitely feeling better thanks to this challenge. The goal was 21 days, but I think I'm going to go for a longer time now. Perhaps I'll even try to break the current 61 days-record set by Jakko, but I'm not sure about that yet |
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