Do you have serious problems, disorders, or really bad habits

[Seroquel]

That none of us know about? I'm going to wait before I say mine because I'm shy.

[LonelyTurtle]

Nope, nope, as for bad habits: I eat fast food like 4 times a week. I occasionally pee in the shower. I tend to procrastinate. I use the same knife for peanut butter/jam. Sometimes I let mess accumulate a bit before cleaning it. I don't come to a full stop at most stop signs, and hardly ever obey the speed limit. I drink too many sugary beverages. Sometimes I dry my hands on my clothes. I often leave the toilet seat up. I probably spend more time staring at a screen then I should.

[Dthoughts]

Nothing too serious really. But for me and people i love there are problems. I have no real friends except for one guy i've known my entire life. I used to have a lot of mates and friends, but these are all criminals and junkies. I'd rather not have anything to do with em anymore. I've been diagnosed with PDD-nos . Which means, Pervasive developmental disorder - Not otherwise specified.. I don't take it serious, i don't believe in a broken brain but some symptons are ; awfull social skills , emotional incapability , unable to discern fantasy and reality, tendency to focus on detail and forget about the whole . Basically being all over the place and not able to stay focused on one particulair thing. I prefer to see it as being all-rounded. The symptons are truthful to reality. And it's a drag.. There's a scarlet aura emanating around me. I think good people pick up on that, atleast on a subconscious level . And they'll try to get close to me, i'll let them but eventually they will meet a strong brick wall that is impenetratable. And it can break some people. This is what saddens me the most. And there seems to be nothing i can do to make things better. I am seriously hoping for angels to come and help me out as i am at a loss.. K, besides that i can smoke a LOT of cigarettes and i get really drunk sometimes. I also use the same knife for butter and peanut butter. And i'm to lazy to do the dishes so i'll use it again the next day. And i sometimes stuff myself full of food when i'm feeling hollow and missed opportunities to do something else besides staying at home. Another habit is sometimes unable to keep things casual, as you can see. lol

[Zhaylin]

Y'all already know more about me than anyone should lol I don't wash my hands after using the restroom (but I diligently use my alcoholic baby wipes instead). If my hands get wet, I tend to dry them on my clothes (I hate those air blowers at convenience stores!) I also rarely come to a complete stop at stop signs and rarely obey the speed limit. I talk to the other drivers on the road: "See me, see me." (when someone's thinking blindly about pulling out onto the road) "Nice blinker!" (when they fail to use one properly) "Hey there speedy." (to people driving faster than me lol). I also say sorry and thank you even though I realize they couldn't possibly hear me lol Hmmm... I smoke way too many cigarettes (close to 2 packs a day) I'm lazy I'm loyal and honest to a fault most of the time. Oh yeah, I also tend to reverse words at time by accident, but proof-reading usually saves me.

[Erii]

I'm very lazy, out of motivation to really do much. When I sleep, I either get not enough sleep, or I end of sleeping too much (sleeping 8 hours, then waking up and 2 hours later, taking a 3 hour nap) I don't get angry often, but when i do, I usually express it in a mildly passive aggressive attitude. Like "Hey, are you mad at me" "No." and make it obvious that i am angry but don't express it. Pushing people away is something I do too, I want to be close to people, but i don't know how to love properly or how to accept it, in most circumstances. It's easier to become friends with people on DV/online because it feels like they judge you less and are more understanding than the people around you, plus, it's easier to open up to people you don't know face to face. But yeah, the thing that Dthoughts said applies to me, about letting others just hit the wall. I cut/burn

[Dthoughts]

I also say sorry and thank you even though I realize they couldn't possibly hear me lol. Me too. loads of people do this. ^^

[mooseantlers]

Let's see. Sometimes my insane levels of energy make me say/do things i regret. EDIT: I also piss in the shower.

[Sassafrax]

i chew on my lips and i hear voices lulz

[Darkmatters]

i chew on my lips and i hear voices lulz Bet you could find lots of volunteers on this site who would be happy to take over that job wut I'm just sayin

[Original Poster]

That none of us know about? I'm going to wait before I say mine because I'm shy. Waiting...

[LikesToTrip]

I masturbate upwards of 10 times a day.

[Supernova]

Ostensibly, ADD or something of the like. If we're not restrictibg it to mental stuff I also have mild tinitus.

[Darkmatters]

I masturbate upwards of 10 times a day. Wait that's a problem?

[LikesToTrip]

Wait that's a problem? If you do it kids-in-a-sandbox style like I do it can cause irreversible damage.

[Darkmatters]

Um... ok, I'm not sure I even WANT to know...

[Jeff777]

I masturbate upwards of 10 times a day. Wait that's a problem? No, that's a world record.

[Darkmatters]

Ok to be more serious - I have a certain amount of social anxiety or possibly what's called (damn I can't remember it! It's something something disorder, and I think I remember Nina saying she haz it). But when I'm in a really good mood I'm fine, and in fact I can go out and laugh and talk to strangers and get them all laughing too, like a regular social Lothario. This is how I've been lately, and I swear it's because my story is kicking ass so much and it just feels so amazing to be doing something creative after so long! **** Avoidant personality disorder. That's what I was trying to think of. It's not diagnosed for me, but I suspect it. And I only masturbate 1 to maybe 4 times on a (really) good day

[mooseantlers]

Also when my lips are dry and cracked i tend to bite them making the problem worse because it bleeds

[JussiKala]

I procrastinate things to the latest possible time they can be done. Not just stuff I would hate to be doing, but quite literally everything. Including sleeping etc, which makes for quite unhealthy living habits. I'm introverted to the point where I won't bother to say a word in a conversation of interest to me. It's not really me being shy, scared, or anything. It's just that I feel so distant and disconnected that it's difficult for me to do anything. Less serious: I'm lazy and won't clean up my mess if no-one is there to see that it exists. I get addicted to past time activities very easily. (spending excessive amounts of time on games, movies, YT, forums, etc)

[Seroquel]

I'm a hermit, and a Misanthrope with Agoraphobia, or a social phobia. I have Hebephrenic Schizophrenia which makes me hear ghost conversations and hallucinate things.. Also makes it impossible for me to function in society. I have a Major Depressive disorder, and Dysthymia; which basically means that my "default emotion" is pretty much "depressed", so I have it extra bad when I actually do get depressed, which is like, all the time. I've been to the hospital a couple times for suicide this year. I have Bulimia, and I cut like it's my job. I have a number of Personality Disorders, Schizoid, Schizotypal, Borderline, Avoidant, Anti-Social. I'm overly dramatic, as I'm sure you all know. I'm also a Psychopath..

[mooseantlers]

How aren't you a serial killer? that is a dangerous cocktail. nonetheless your still great

[Burke]

Lets see... physical wise: I have eczema and it's a pain the butt during spring time I have a nose which is pushed up at the tip (kind of like a pig) and I'm very self-conscious about it I'm mildly colorblind, but I ended up forming a colorblind cult-like group in my school Emotionally/mentally/socially: I have OCD I am extremely good at listening to people's problems but I suck at giving advice (bad in the sense that if I spend 30min listeneing to someone complain about their relationship, they get pissed at me for not knowing what to do instead of being happy that they found someone who actually listens) I don't trust anybody except my dog I procrastinate moderately I play too much video games I've become a bit of a hermit but I'm fixing that I eat very poorly I am not emotional at all (my parents are always trying to get me to say my feelings, even though I'm feeling none, which snowballs into me getting very frustrated and them thinking I'm clinically depressed (which I don't think I am))

[Original Poster]

I'm a hermit, and a Misanthrope with Agoraphobia, or a social phobia. I have Hebephrenic Schizophrenia which makes me hear ghost conversations and hallucinate things.. Also makes it impossible for me to function in society. I have a Major Depressive disorder, and Dysthymia; which basically means that my "default emotion" is pretty much "depressed", so I have it extra bad when I actually do get depressed, which is like, all the time. I've been to the hospital a couple times for suicide this year. I have Bulimia, and I cut like it's my job. I have a number of Personality Disorders, Schizoid, Schizotypal, Borderline, Avoidant, Anti-Social. I'm overly dramatic, as I'm sure you all know. I'm also a Psychopath.. A psychopath on a lucid dreaming forum... now that would be interesting.

[Sornaensis]

@OP: Sure; I got 99 of them, but a bitch ain't one!

[mooseantlers]

*is intersting