Do you have a fetish?

that's thing with tones rather than manners of speaking,, you can't really express a tone if you haven't experienced it.. if you have, it resonates to even those who haven't have impression of it before. If you use it before you've really felt it it resonates to only those who have experienced it

thing with music, books and movies that impress you when you don't know why

i just made this up, but feels like i've known it all along.. not to say you haven't felt yourself being a ruin before.. i don't know really

It was a classy blend of psychology and literature.

art theory maybe.. [something is kind of stucking something into my right ear... i have strange ways of psychosomatic memorypatterns,, like a shuttlebay in my ear, or motorway, once I had themepark inside my skull but that drove me crazy, i really couldn't concentrate on anything that time. I asked the builder to tear it down, but I guess he moved it to somewhere it wouldn't bother my mind.. With those unconfrotable psychosomatic dreamlike feelings I have got use to.. sometimes I wonder what happens in those places.. someplaces have been warzones and stuff.. Guess it's somewho bothering when my mind wonders from sensuality and sexuality to thinking repairworks and other engineerdreamstuff.. but then again these things affect how my body reacts to memories and feelings, so sometimes sexual healing for myself is more of repairing a boat]

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Originally Posted by labyrint

art theory maybe..

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poetic hypothesis, perhaps..

doors, curtains, windows and tabs

and death in poetic and mysthical forms

back to words

. . . . dirgies was a word used in it's archaic form for
, , songs and music that ghosts or bitter and hard memories whisper to our minds under the hearing border

i guess i believe it's orginal meaning even though i don't have the reality storm tv-ghost-hunters assumption on what ghosts are,, in a sense they are afterimages that also 'livin g' cast around the day [if you give this man a ride sweet memory will die,, but we are in the desert with morrison so these all appear to us as mirages]

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Originally Posted by labyrint

doors, curtains, windows and tabs

and death in poetic and mysthical forms

back to words

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Dude, are you trying to one-up me?

I am offended.

And don't say that my being offended is just ghosts casting a spell on my underpants! Grrr.

Looking at the Wikipedia of paraphilias that Omnis listed, one that has sparked something in me is the Crush Fetish...I've been having odd urges to just stomp on some imaginary creature or person, and making the sounds of their bones crackling in my head while I laugh just enough to where I'm not loud that others can hear me.

That feeling of having rage released with each stomp just feels something so joyful to do....

Kind of like Sensui stomping the shit out of Yusuke when the real Sensui decided to come out from his 7 personalities....

He didn't even do it intentionally, he just wanted to shake hands with Yusuke...and to see a person as innocent as Sensui (excluding the 6 of his personalities), it was just kind exhilarating seeing someone with so much hidden power do something with such naivete...

Spoiler for What I mean by Sensui's true personality.:

http://i11.mangareader.net/yu-yu-hak...sho-437010.jpg

http://i19.mangareader.net/yu-yu-hak...sho-437011.jpg

http://i1.mangareader.net/yu-yu-haku...sho-437012.jpg

http://i15.mangareader.net/yu-yu-hak...sho-437013.jpg

http://i9.mangareader.net/yu-yu-haku...sho-437014.jpg

http://i12.mangareader.net/yu-yu-hak...sho-437015.jpg

I find that I'm becoming more fascinated by this fictional character because he cannot rationalize the things he has done as the person who killed demons because they were bad, only to find the humans were much worse.

Too his mind split his whole personality that has allowed him to reach the highest echelon of power that could only obtained with 40 years training AND the desire to correct the world around (paraphrasing the anime version here).

It's just how he accomplished it in 6 years (because of him and his 6 other personalities that split off the devotion to get it quicker) that fascinates me...

He's what you called the "Childish killer." He can be so many great and horrible things at the same time. He can be kind, warm, compassionate, charismatic, fragile, and persuasive to bring anyone to his side...

Even though it's just fiction, the concept of him literally having Multiple Personalities (literally..) has been a little of what I'm absorbing to human consciousness in waking life (or am at least trying to, even though it takes extreme and almost constant bursts of trauma to even come close)...

Bleh...CRUSHING FETISH!!! (As long as I'm not the one being crushed that is)


EDIT: To split your personality to see what you're really lacking, and then coming as a whole like the guy said in the spoiler....all of your anger, calmness, etc., combined into one. To see yourself as a whole to see the hypocrisy that you had to live by to survive.

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Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Dude, are you trying to one-up me?

I am offended.

And don't say that my being offended is just ghosts casting a spell on my underpants! Grrr.

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A quirky sense of humor gets me going. If Stephen Colbert was a woman, I'd be a stalker.

I've also got jungle fever, black women are ridiculously sexy.

Jungle fever hmmm mosquitto poison of sleep ZZZ or Ayawining the impossible love around the native american church or woodoo caudron/chaliche remedy to complete it.. black women sounds like Africanized rather than indigenious South-am or Far-out, ahm east

EDIT: memories :happy:,, that's what underworld trips are all about

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Originally Posted by labyrint

Jungle fever hmmm mosquitto poison of sleep ZZZ or Ayawining the impossible love around the native american church or woodoo caudron/chaliche remedy to complete it.. black women sounds like Africanized rather than indigenious South-am or Far-out, ahm east

EDIT: memories :happy:,, that's what underworld trips are all about

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http://memegenerator.net/cache/insta...7/11937437.jpg

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Originally Posted by labyrint

Jungle fever hmmm mosquitto poison of sleep ZZZ or Ayawining the impossible love around the native american church or woodoo caudron/chaliche remedy to complete it.. black women sounds like Africanized rather than indigenious South-am or Far-out, ahm east

EDIT: memories :happy:,, that's what underworld trips are all about

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You're crazier than Nomad.

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Originally Posted by Alyzarin

It's on there, autoandrophilia. :)

I believe objectum sexuals wish to be seen as having their own sexual orientation, don't they? They say that they actually love objects, not just are turned on by them, and not either human sex or anything like that. From what I've heard there seems to be some merit to the claim, though I may be wrong. But most of them believe that objects have spirits and stuff like that, so they actually can return love. If that's the case then it would be wrong or at least rude to list it on a page of fetishes.

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http://media.giantbomb.com/uploads/3...nion_cube_.jpg

^^ now there's an objectum sexual's wet dream

#box-o-love

Yeah. Too bad GLaDOS makes you incinerate it.

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Originally Posted by Supernova

Yeah. Too bad GLaDOS makes you incinerate it.

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It's ok she has a warehouse full of the things!

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Originally Posted by slayer

It's ok she has a warehouse full of the things!

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As long as there's cake, I'm happy.

I wish I was two people. :nodyes: I know I've talked about the hive mind fantasy somewhere in this thread before, but that's a bit different. That one is based on becoming as many people as possible and is focused on the mental aspect. This is a different one as it really only involves being two (I've experimented with three, but usually two) and is focused on the physical aspect and involves my two minds being totally normal aside from the fact that I have to control two different bodies, rather than being some kind of mechanical control mind. Also, whereas the other one can involve being all kinds of people, this one I only ever use with female bodies. The principle is still pretty animalistic though, it would mainly be so that my two bodies can sexually excite each other so it's kind of like a form of masturbation. I used to use that one a lot but then it died down for a long time, but now I'm kind of getting back into it. I wonder if I could try pulling that off in a lucid dream.... :|

(Is it odd that when I see two attractive girls making out I'll sometimes think to myself "I wish they were both me"? :rolleyes:)

Oh Alyzarin, you're so wonderfully strange.

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Originally Posted by Alyzarin

I wish I was two people. :nodyes:

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I've fantasized about this before... Sometimes sexually :parapet:

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Originally Posted by Dianeva

Oh Alyzarin, you're so wonderfully strange.

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Originally Posted by mooseantlers

I've fantasized about this before... Sometimes sexually :parapet:

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Yeah, I'd really love it just regularly too. :P Life would just be... better. I think it's cool even just to think that you could just live two totally separate lives on totally separate sides of the world at the same time.

Could both lives benefit from each other's experiences?

Depending on what those experiences are, yes. :3 It's the same mind so everything that one knows that other knows as well at all times. But for example just being able to do something well in one body and develop muscle memory doesn't mean the other body will have that developed as well.

Honestly, I'm kind of turned on by this whole hacked forum situation. >___>

:hump:

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Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Honestly, I'm kind of turned on by this whole hacked forum situation. >___>

:hump:

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Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Honestly, I'm kind of turned on by this whole hacked forum situation. >___>

:hump:

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Is there anything that doesn't turn you on? .-.

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Originally Posted by GavinGill

Is there anything that doesn't turn you on? .-.

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Well, I don't get the foot fetish, and that's like one of the most common ones. Feet are like... not sexy at all. >.<