No pun intended, but I plan to stop being a fucking pussy with what I do in my dreams, I'm tired of being insecure of doing certain things in my dreams because of how people might react.
I need to not care about a bunch of body bags full of negativity, when they're dead, I will have nowhere to go but to find other people to replace them in my endless cycle of apathy.
So the solution for this? Stop being a fucking pussy and don't care what people think about what you will do or can do.
Sounds simple, but how many people actually apply that mentality? Not a lot, in fact, most think those types of people who do are usually sociopaths.
Well that's a perfect excuse, if people are going to make fun of me of what I want to do, they obviously are insecure about something related to what I am doing in the first place?
What's funny is, those same people that mocked me with my ambitions in dreams end up feeling guilty for themselves and try to hide any existence of negativity they've given to me.
So if they're a bunch of insecure idiots, why should I even be paying attention to them? I don't have time to saturate my mind with BS from people.
Same thing with jealousy, if people are going to be negative about something you can do well and/or have the potential to do, keep doing it. Make these fuckers jealous of you even more. They can't kill me.....and even if they did, they'll hardly be able to get away with it.
Unless they can teleport at the speed of light and cut my head off, then I see no reason for me to being a fucking pussy.
This isn't some New Years Resolution. If people are going to be disrespectful to me, then they can go screw themselves. They will die eventually, and as long as I'm still alive when they're dead, sure more people may come and replace them, but instead of thinking that cycle is impossible break free of, why not ignore the nonsense people can come up with?
Everyone will die, so if the person that's pissing you off is your biggest problem, it's better to imagine how they're going to die anyway, and they're really not that important because of that.
Sounds a bit misanthropic, but oh well. Instead of letting people shower me down with their negativity on, "Oh you can't do this, you'll never do this..." Go screw yourself. Everything that I can do now was because I ignored how you limited your potential, and attempted to sublimate it to me constantly until I believed that what you can't do is impossible for me too.
BS.
People in this world aren't what they seem to be, and this is only geared towards because who aren't worth putting compassion and care for.
I know there have been a lot of people in my life that probably hate me, and I fucking love it. Hate me, go ahead and wish an anvil dropped on my body right now.
Because unless you fucking do it, I'm going to do whatever the fuck I want. And if you don't like it, ignore me and move on with your life.
Yes, I'm fucking happy.
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH HOW'S THAT FOR BEING HAPPY.
/set Misanthropic+Megalomaniac+Sociopath on
And I will do these things one step at a time. Multi-tasking is overrated.
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