Originally Posted by
Dianeva
Drunk for the first time in 2 weeks. Might sholud probably be posting this on the drunk thread. :( Sorrry!
It worked well, I'ma ctually really happy right now. Boyfriend is coming here in about a month and after that I don't think I'll hnave to do the long distance crap ever again in my life. I used to love it and thought people could communicate better online somehow, but I'm not sure what I wa sthinking of now.
I finally feel motivation to do things. Life doesn't seem like some crap thing I jus thave to survive anymore. I've realized it can be wonderful, and now I jus thave to do what is necessarily to attain that state. I mean it's still crap and terrible things are going on in the world, but at least I've found some way to be happy myself for now.
Oh a few days ago I bought a black negligee that isf sexy and I've been wearing it the last four nights. I seem to have sexy dreams while wearing it. =) Still feel kind of like a loser for liking to wear it to feel sexy while alone though. :(
I just wondered where did Seroquel go? Did he leave or is he still here? That last sentnece was meaningless lol, impleid already.
I don't know what this post it I'm sorry lol.