Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Thanks mel

And per our irc conversation about it, I have decided to sleep with my assistant store manager

edit: OOOooooohhhhhh, and Charles from work found out that I can make cheese, so he's all "Oh I make homemade bagels! So I'll bring them on wednesday and you bring the homemade cream cheese whee!"

So what happens? I do 3 attempts at cream cheese on my 2 days off, using expensive cream. (3 tries because of an issue that I finally corrected). And he didn't even bring any goddamned bagels. My a-hole is sore from all this effing I tell ya!

I so hate it when they forget the bagels. I swear, I can't count the times my a-hole has been sore from the same situation...

MMMM....yeah.

Well, that was a fucking night...

So first of all, a guy on 3rd shift called off. The other two guys had carpooled and couldn't stay, so I did. Not too big a deal considering I already have a vacation day in for tomorrow (Friday). On my way home around 2:30am, I drive through a college town and see a girl laying on her back in the middle of the road, crying. There are three or four guys rolling around in the middle of the road fighting as well. I pull my car up to them, get out, and grab one of the guys to try and separate them. The fucking girl (who I thought was hurt) then jumps up and grabs me by the hair until a state trooper shows up. Not sure what was actually going on, but basically they were all trashed and supposedly some racist comments provoked the fight. I didn't bother staying once the cops said I was free to leave.

But then just as I'm about to pull in to my apartment, a car going the opposite direction stops, floors it in reverse, follows me into the parking lot, and tries to cut me off. I just pull up next to his driver's side, roll down my window, and ask, "You lookin' for someone?" He says, "My bad, man, my bad," and drives off.

Lol that'll teach you to play good samaritan! Don't you know, no good deed goes unpunished?

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

My a-hole is sore from all this effing I tell ya!

Lol at least you had some cream cheese lube!

I'm gonna say again, i want better dreams!! past few days were blah.

I woke up with a headache 4 hours ago. Tylenol does nothing.

I want to write my dream down but motivation is hurt by my throbbing skull.

I'm supposed to go visit my mother and take her grocery shopping and clean up her messy apartment...but I'm clearly not motivated to do that today.

I really just want to go back to sleep but two kids on Spring Break prevent that.

I'm going to go try having a Coke and a smile, but if that doesn't work this day is cancelled.

Sounds like a migraine. Try strong coffee, black as possible and sleep.

Originally Posted by hathor28

I'm gonna say again, i want better dreams!! past few days were blah.

Tell me about it. I've just harvested a nice big bunch of Calea that I'm going to drink over the next few days.
As well as getting to bed on time -.-

Originally Posted by Original Poster

That wasn't what the thread asked, that was your interpretation.

No, that was exactly what the thread was about. It wasn't those words, I couldn't remember the exact text, but that was the gist of it.

Originally Posted by Original Poster

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Fair enough, I've thought about doing the same thing. But you're still conning people and contributing to the myth of psychics.
Whether or not there are real psychics, there are, undeniably, thousands and thousands of fake ones.
Why not actually learn about the current scientific theories of the mind/brain, get a PhD in psychology and help people that way?
Coz you're not trying to help people, you just want to get money with the least effort possible.

Originally Posted by khh

I'm not sure who would care, but I feel so lonely. I feel so unlovable. I do know these emotions are irrational, but ration cannot defeat emotions it seems. Sometimes life isn't fun.

It's a bitch, isn't it?

I know the comfort of the internet only reaches so far, but we would miss you if you were gone. There are people who care about you, and if you look hard enough you can find more of them. And going through these low times right now will just help you feel even higher when you do. You just have to stay strong in the meantime.

Just try thinking about something else. I know it seems tough at first, but when you tell yourself these things you're just reinforcing your subconscious belief of them. So how is your rational mind supposed to overcome that? But the less you program yourself this way, the less those thoughts will come up.

Originally Posted by tommo

Tell me about it. I've just harvested a nice big bunch of Calea that I'm going to drink over the next few days.
As well as getting to bed on time -.-

You have my condolences. I've heard nothing but horrible, horrible things about drinking calea.

Originally Posted by Tiresias

Sounds like a migraine. Try strong coffee, black as possible and sleep.

Black coffee and ibuprofen together is one of the best things against a migraine, and then as much sleep as possible.


edit: Thank you, aly

Woke up not feeling myself :\ had major odd dreams about....damn...about what?? I had many many dreams i can't friggin count and even know what i dreamt of, but i remembered my last dream was about someone breaking in a shop and i heard someone said that they will find whoever did it O_o

Drinkin some sparkling wine and ftw, listening to some ftw songs!!!! Happy patty's dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! F*** yall bitchezzzzzz lmao XD

The radio show I produce was awful today. Everyone was just so rowdy and I just, it was awful. I am really annoyed with myself and I have the worst sugar level headache imaginable and I can't even cope the pills I'm on make me so emotional and angry and shitty and urgh.

So you know those days when you're using the bathroom and your finger pokes right through the toilet paper?

Yeah...this day is like that.

Originally Posted by melanieb

So you know those days when you're using the bathroom and your finger pokes right through the toilet paper?

Yeah...this day is like that.

Invest in some wipes for the aftermath of 2-ply, personal experience.

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There's this birthday party I have to go, but I don't really need to go, but because "this" person is coming over from another country, we suddenly should all pitch in and celebrate their birthday.

I don't even know this person on a personal basis, and all I do is either sit on a chair, eat and drink something, then sit back and do nothing or sit until some woman forces me to dance with her. It's only a few people, so it's no big deal, but all I'll be doing is staring at blank space and listening to my music. I just hope we won't stay there for long because it's honestly a waste of time for me. The guy my relatives are friends with isn't a bad person at all, it's just that with any party I go to with people 30+ years of age, I feel kind of like an outcast. Even though there may be two people my age, I don't have much to talk to them about.

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I'm worried about this Calculus Exam next Thursday. I did a horrible job on my Political Science Exam, and I actually went in-depth with studying and trying to remember every single bit this guy could talk about. But the guy basically asks questions on :

"What did this person do on the 30th of July from the 90 parallel of the Shredded Wheats' Universe of Parametrics with a stimulus package of 23.% regressive tax probability compared to Obama's and Mitt Romney's ideologies of the WB100 IRS tax-form from the hydrogen carbocation interactions of Great Value™ Party Sized Mixed Nuts?"

A. There isn't enough information to sustain the credibility of statistical data of Obama's carbocation interactions of Great Value™ Party Sized Mixed Nuts

B. It was on the 9th day of the Zerus Cthulhu epidemic that sustained Mitt Romney's collaboration with Obama's carboncation interactions of Great Value™ Party Sized Mixed Nuts.

C. Obama's carbocation interactions of Great Value™ Party Sized Mixed nuts had some authority, however, the person from the Shredded Wheats' Universe of Parametrics had a 30.56% regressive tax probability within this stimulus package

D. Choice A,B,C are true, but C is technically not true, and A only is relied upon the insanity clause that wasn't mentioned in the stimulus package.

E. None of the above. (Results may vary)

WHAT THE -------

And there's no questions that could answer other questions. I try to do random orders and all and find a "AH HA" moment, but nope. Not this guy. I'm going to feel embarrassed telling my academic coach about my grades, but I shouldn't, since she's a prejudiced jerk!

Originally Posted by hathor28

Drinkin some sparkling wine and ftw, listening to some ftw songs!!!! Happy patty's dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! F*** yall bitchezzzzzz lmao XD

D'oh!! Your post made me think it's St Patty's day today, so I drank an Irish coffee (nummers!!) and am about to have a reuben - but it's not actully until tomorrow! Oh well hey, I guess today was just practice then, huh?

Originally Posted by Darkmatters

D'oh!! Your post made me think it's St Patty's day today, so I drank an Irish coffee (nummers!!) and am about to have a reuben - but it's not actully until tomorrow! Oh well hey, I guess today was just practice then, huh?

It don't matter, it's Saturday, a better day to drink, and i'm already sober, i didn't want to over do it lol 1 1/2 cups will do fine for me for a couple of hours.

Lol yeah, after a rather horrific dream the other night I'm going to ease off on alcohol consumption - especially for several hours before bed!

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

You have my condolences. I've heard nothing but horrible, horrible things about drinking calea.

I liked it at first, then I realised I just wasn't using anywhere near enough.
Yeah, it's pretty horrible lol The fresher it is, the less bitter it is though. So it's not unbearable.

God damn that was a crazy night.....
Before my alarm woke me up I had these intense dreams with feeling off guilt/frustrated pain can't describe it exactly as I can't remember what happened during the dream. Really need to work on my recall.
But I woke up with those feelings, turned my alarm off and went back to sleep for another few hours and had a tonne of other emotional dream, but different emotions, much less intense.

Then I woke up and I feel pretty god damned great. I feel more relaxed than I have been in a long time.
Not overly euphoric, just like I worked through a tonne of emotions which were staying with me.

I love Calea.

I'm not a racist if I don't want to give you my change and you just happen to be black. I don't give anyone my change. I might be a stingy asshole, but not a racist.

Originally Posted by melanieb

So you know those days when you're using the bathroom and your finger pokes right through the toilet paper?

Yeah...this day is like that.

This has honestly never happened to me before and I sincerely hope it never does.

I feel for ya.

Tomorrow is going to be a fun day.

And I don't mean "fun" as in "fun", I mean it like, ya know, 'fun'. Synical/sarcastic fun.

Designated driver here I come...

Originally Posted by NewArtemis

I'm not a racist if I don't want to give you my change and you just happen to be black. I don't give anyone my change. I might be a stingy asshole, but not a racist.

Wow seriously - beggars pulling the race card? That's messed up!! I once got snapped on by a beggar even when I was trying to give him money - he asked me for a few dollars and I pulled out my wallet, then he got all pissed off and said "Dude - dont make it all obvious! I oughta kick your ass for that!" Sorry, I wasn't familar with the 'don't make it all obvious' rule of begging..

God. Fucking. Damn it. I've been watching this Yahoo! Japan auction for the past like four days very closely and it just ended. I made a bid at the last second that would have won if the site didn't fucking glitch. Like, it didn't take, and then the auction ended with the previous bid, so I would have won. I'm so pissed off right now!!!!

Gaaaaah.

I wanna fuck something up right now. Or like... take something to fuck myself up. Ugggh.

I need to cool off.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

I wanna fuck something up right now. Or ................

My body is ready.