Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

rofl. I would have been seriously tempted to rub your nose in it
It's like... arg... maybe it's just males lol But my boys always announce "I gotta go take a dump." I reply with something along the lines of "Gee thanks, that's what I've always wanted to hear."
And then my oldest boy waits until he comes to my room to fart

I'm ranting because I still haven't gone to sleep yet. But I've been nodding off for some time.
It's really freaky when I get to this stage because I wake up from micro-naps smiling or laughing at something I dreamed. And just a bit ago I caught myself smiling and about to speak to someone who wasn't even in my room

I've gone through 5 packs of cigarettes since Monday afternoon because I've not slept. And my son is ranting because he has no food that he wants to eat (rice and ramen and that's about it). I told him to "go get a job hobo" but he just tells me to get one lol

I need another advance tonight. I SHOULD get more minutes for my cellphone and something decent to eat. But nope. I'll get cigarettes, creme soda and my daily double hotdogs with provolone cheese. I told my boy I'm going to start making him eat what I do and he said it would kill him

No matter that i'm 18, my mom is not at home for 3 days and i feel like a little kiddo missing her mommy :s

Originally Posted by littlezoe

No matter that i'm 18, my mom is not at home for 3 days and i feel like a little kiddo missing her mommy :s

She is your foundation, nothing wrong with that.

I find it incredibly annoying when people (my dad) say "Jesus" as an expression/outburst of anger. He is an atheist.

Now, I am not very religious, but its just wrong.

Man, I shouldn't even be complaining about my job... it pays well, and the people are nice. The only issue is that the work is boring... but most jobs are like that, so why am I getting hung up on it? I'm obsessing over it, almost. I feel trapped, when I should just be thankful I have a good job. It's not like I have anything important to complain about.

That's so sweet LittleZoe

My rant is that I've not kept up with my journal all month and now I have no idea when I last slept lol I keep wanting to say I woke up at 4PM on Monday after 14 hours of sleep... but was it actually Tuesday? I can't make sense of the time stamps here (only because my brain isn't functioning all that well )

My youngest son sent me a facebook message close to midnight (last night) saying he was leaving his grandparents home. So I tried reasoning with the boy and then I was too awake too fall asleep.
He ended up coming back before my folks woke up. He thought about what I had said and decided to wait a while longer.

Bah... must go to sleep soon...

I was looking at call centre jobs yesterday and came across this site that are looking for people. I just filled in their form without thinking (besides making sure it was legit of course).
Lady called me today and said to ring her back and now I'm nervous about it. Hate this....
I'll ring back in about an hour, when my dad's gone back to work. I'll probably sound like a moron anyway and won't get hired, so nothing to worry about lol

Sounds interesting. I hope it goes very well!

I'm still awake, but I'm making myself go to bed. I finally feel mentally/emotionally (?) sleepy enough to actually sleep lol
Sweet dreams, DV.

meh

Originally Posted by saltyseedog

meh

I second this.

And I third it
I wonder how cockatiels taste. Vlashki yelled and squawked so much I finally had to get up. They wanted food even though they had half a bowl of seeds Picky fracking bird.

Shit, I didn't ring back yesterday coz I felt sick. I don't know if I should even ring back now.
It's pretty good pay, but the job would be terrible probably. Plus it's around an hour drive. But the shifts are only 5 hours or something.
FU, I don't know. I should just ring....
But I don't think I will.
Ok I just did and they're not even open today haha
God dammit.

Okay, I thought my recent dreams were absolute crap and pure randomness for the past 10 days of recall. I spent the whole day walking around my University and off campus, getting some items like bread, blah blah blah....then I find that my earphone don't work. I checked to find that the end of it, or the plug to put it in other outlets has the white coating that protects the wires shaved off a bit, which means the earphones are more susceptible to not working if both wires get twisted too much.

This wasn't premeditated or anything like that, but I had to end up tearing the wires because it's practically useless. I find some earphones in my apartment that work just fine, but I can't remember if I had these before. Maybe they dried out after me not using it for a while, but anyway....I remember a dream I had just a few days ago where I was riding my bicycle, the earphones that I destroyed in waking life today were tangled up between the bicycle spokes, and my Zune HD smashes to pieces.

I had a similar experience the day when I recalled the dream where I was riding my bicycle, but this time, it was just my sunglasses, and thought that this was just coincidence and brushed it off.

Now today, I remembered the same earphones in the dream were the ones I have in waking life.

.................


May not be something big, and even though my Zune HD isn't smashed (I hope it doesn't in the future), I'm still bothered by this so called coincidence where my earphones were useless, which prompted me to destroy them in the first place.

I'm just freaked out lol.

I know someone who is at the same time a hipster AND a yuppie. I did not know that was possible.

I am coining the term 'Yupster' to describe him.

Süti, my cat has some weird "bump" on her left side since 3 days now. I have no idea what is it or what might've caused it, but it hurts for her when it's touched and her whole back seems to hurt, because she meows painfully if someone touches her back... She seems so sad now because of this... she is active and playful usually, but now she just walks slowly everywhere like a really old cat

She can't even jump on my bed or my lap now, even while she used to sleep here almost everyday... She just lays down on the ground instead...

Hopefully it's nothing serious though...

I'm out of coffee. I only have instant coffee left. And I'm broke ATM. Gah.

I can no longer see the sun rise or set from any of my windows.

This makes my heart very sad.

First I had to give up my dear sweet Boots, and now this..

That is truly very sad. You had the best sunrise/set pics.

Maybe you can find a nearby hill, or rooftop.

LittleZoe, what kind of bump? You called it weird so that made me think of bot flies. One of my cats usually gets one every couple of years or so. It looks like an inflamed bump at first then opens with a hole in the center. They are the coolest things in the world (in my crazy opinion lol).
Whatever it is, I hope she feels better soon. Maybe it's arthritis? Is she an inside only cat?

Khh, lol I sympathize. I'm out of Coke and I feel the same way

Acatalephobic

My rant is that I'm out of good old fashion Coke and desirable food. Stupid fruit flies keep finding ways into my bread loafs (the plastic wrap is either improperly closed by my son or the bag gets tears in it). I'd have a peanut butter and banana sandwich if I could use my bread. So now I'll just have a banana. Hehee... I could always take a spoon of peanut butter then a bite of banana I think I'll do that lol
But for some bizarre reason, bananas give me terrible heartburn... so I'll have to put up with that later

I also have 3 pieces of bland peanut butter fudge that someone from hubby's office made for him. They're not BAD, it's just not quite what I'm used to.

I also need to sweep and mop the bathroom. Cuddlebug made a HORRIBLE mess. He was out of food, so I picked him a variety of grasses and flowers and good God, I've never seen so much urine at one time. He's not touched his water dish, so I guess the plants were full of more than enough

bought a meat thermometer a little while ago, but both wires connecting the battery to the unit broke. so i got a new, different model. opened it up and checked the back... battery's corroded. put in a new one, no good.

I've had a really bad day today

I tried to make some noodles for lunch, but I burned them.
I was on my way to my dad riding my bike and it started raining like hell so I got drenched.
My phone fell out of my pocket and now it's broke.
My friend saw me cutting D:
I tried to make some pizza, but I burned my pizza aswell l0l.
So I ordered some pizza, but they delivered at the wrong house and my neighbours brought the pizza to us.
I have a headache.
It's way to hot outside.
And school is getting closer.

Gotta love my life..

So I ordered some pizza, but they delivered at the wrong house and my neighbours brought the pizza to us.

Why is that a rant? Your neighbours seem awesome.

everything else. Some days are just complete shit from the get go.
It's weird. But it rarely will last for more than one day, hasn't for me anyway.
Don't cut yourself.

Originally Posted by tommo

Why is that a rant? Your neighbours seem awesome.

everything else. Some days are just complete shit from the get go.
It's weird. But it rarely will last for more than one day, hasn't for me anyway.
Don't cut yourself.

I thought it was a rant because they delivered my pizza wrong haha. I can't stop cutting, it's like an addicition. It helps for a while o: And btw thanks man, I love aussies I'm like the biggest Aussie fanboy everr xD.

Originally Posted by Crashyy

I've had a really bad day today

I tried to make some noodles for lunch, but I burned them.
I was on my way to my dad riding my bike and it started raining like hell so I got drenched.
My phone fell out of my pocket and now it's broke.
My friend saw me cutting D:
I tried to make some pizza, but I burned my pizza aswell l0l.
So I ordered some pizza, but they delivered at the wrong house and my neighbours brought the pizza to us.
I have a headache.
It's way to hot outside.
And school is getting closer.

Gotta love my life..

I agree with tommo...some days are just shit...but cutting isn't helping either. It's another way to hide pain instead of working on the issue and leads to more pain and shame.

Having a bad day is a part of life. Sometimes the best thing you can do is walk away from the shit and go stare at some birds for a while.

I'll post some pictures of the birds I saw today as soon as I get them off my camera so you'll know what I mean.

*hug*