Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

So with this talk of 'bugs', is it strange to say that I stroke bumble bees and they don't seem bothered by it?

I love petting bumblebees! They're so cute and fluffy.

Gah, it's trivial but I'm annoyed that I missed an opportunity to become lucid while I was napping today...I dreamt I was walking down the street in my underwear, and thought, "it would be AWESOME if I was dreaming right now because this is really weird," but I did an RC and it didn't work This worries me because it's never happened before, lol. Thankfully I'll be out of school very soon, lots more free time to waste on DV and nights I can WBTB without worrying about waking up early. :3 Homework is killing me slowly atm.

Have nothing but contempt for my childs mother. Hate that I got myself in a situation with her that spawned birth. Hate smelling her perfume, hate having to conversate with her, hate being around her. Hate part of myself for not getting out when I should have. She had some good _____ though.

Originally Posted by Jeff777

Have nothing but contempt for my childs mother. Hate that I got myself in a situation with her that spawned birth. Hate smelling her perfume, hate having to conversate with her, hate being around her. Hate part of myself for not getting out when I should have. She had some good _____ though.

There is a lot to learn from this kind of wisdom.

Originally Posted by Jeff777

Have nothing but contempt for my childs mother. Hate that I got myself in a situation with her that spawned birth. Hate smelling her perfume, hate having to conversate with her, hate being around her. Hate part of myself for not getting out when I should have. She had some good _____ though.

Jeff????

Woah! RC....

You had a baby!? I'm so sorry to hear that.

Want to talk more about it?

Jeff.

, everyone else.

Ugh... so I went to the Farm after all yesterday. I loaded 2 mattresses into the back of my CRV then stopped at the Dollar Tree and bought a plastic mattress cover for mine because it looked a little funky lol
I got it situated on top of my door and I managed to fall asleep 7 hours, but GAH, I was poked silly by a multitude of mattress springs
All in all, though, it's tolerable.

When I made it back from the Farm hubby said "We could have taken the truck up there and got it." Really? Maybe if I wanted to wait a year lol I'm still waiting on him to bring down the Fridge and Oven. How long has that been? A couple years at least
Gotta love him, though

My stomach annoys me. One cheeseburger made my life miserable for hours. I felt half starved last night though, so I picked up some pepperoni ad cheese slices. I ate about 20 slices of pepperoni on 3 pieces of cheese and my stomach could have cared less. I thought for sure that I was asking for trouble, but nope. No problems whatsoever.
I think I'll pick up more later on today...

Duplicate post for some reason... can't delete it...

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

haha, cool, Zera. I always like to be at least a little original. That's why my daughter is Destinee instead of Destiny.

My new rant is that my stomach is most unhappy with me. I went to McD's before Court and got the 2 Cheeseburgers meal, large Coke, large Fries and a Signature Pie (Smores). I was able to eat half of the fries and half of one of the cheeseburgers before heading in and my stomach was already revolting.
But it passed and I finished the sandwich and UGH... the toilet and I have been friends for the last couple of hours
It's been a long time since I've had a McD's Cheeseburger and I don't think I'll be eating another one anytime soon. I wanted to get up to the Farm today, but I don't think that's going to be happening.

Court went well. We go back in 3 months to review. Myles' case was dismissed, so there was no real harm in missing that one.

I think I'm going to take a nap...

Those are really interesting names. My family lacked a little creativity in the names' aspect.

And stomachache sucks. I get them all the time.

Originally Posted by ZeraCook

Fing sick of the way my step dad treats my two siblings that aren't his kids, He treats his child so much better, and never gets in trouble even if he was doing exactly what the other two were at the same time. today he yelled at my lil brother and sis for eating muffins but didn't yell at his kid, and yet my mom said they could have the muffins so no one should have even got in trouble, then my brother got yelled for eating in his room that he shares with our youngest, and my step dad still didn't yell at his youngest, even though they were both eating in there and the older one followed the younger one in there. I hate unequallity there should be no such thing as playing favourites. Just now I stated that I was about to take a shower and my step dad went and quickly put his son in the bath, yeah cause a five year old is gonna take a bath quicker then I could take a shower.

Of course your step-dad will be clear bias to his own flesh and blood. What are you and your siblings to him?

Feeling sad for your situation.

Originally Posted by Taffy

B-bee whisperer? Σ（・□・；）

Noess I'm mixing you and Aly up. Why does everyone keep changing avatars?

General anxiety.... this sucks.

I've been exercising too.... not every day, but still.
Fuck my brain and my body having too much energy.

I cannot possibly use all this.
This is why I descended in to complete mental fuck and laziness (really just constant distractions to avoid feeling like I was on amphetamine or something).
Because I cannot possibly use all this energy so I just gave up altogether.
But now it's back again.

Originally Posted by tommo

General anxiety.... this sucks.

I've been exercising too.... not every day, but still.
Fuck my brain and my body having too much energy.

I cannot possibly use all this.
This is why I descended in to complete mental fuck and laziness (really just constant distractions to avoid feeling like I was on amphetamine or something).
Because I cannot possibly use all this energy so I just gave up altogether.
But now it's back again.

when do these episodes usually occur?

Had no LD at all last week and this is already the second day of this week and still none o.o

I MUST GET ONE TONIGHT!

Ugh. My mum will be living with me for a few days because my grandma is away for a holiday. I accompanied my granny down my block to send her off.

Actually this isn't supposed to be a rant because my mother specially moved to my grandma house to live with me so there will be someone with me while my grandma is away for a week. But I'll be having someone controlling my life for a week. Just a while ago when I just sat down at my table to use my computer, she started asking me where's the dental floss, which one's my comb, has the floor cloth being changed, etc.

ugh i woke up this morn and usually my dog comes running up to see me, but he didn't, so i was like wtf and went to brush my teeth. Then i saw he was on the step just sitting there, i tried calling him but he stayed so i went up to him and picked him up. I set him down at the top of the stairs, to see that he was limping he couldn't walk on one of his back legs...last night he was itching it and there was a red bump sorta bloody but i just thought it'd be fine like it was a little scrap or something. *sigh* He occasionally walks on it but i'm gonna take him to the vet in a few hours cause that's as early as i could get him in. Hopefully it's nothing too serious, because i compared it to the other leg and they felt the same, so it's probably just something on his paw/the red bump thingy that is irritating him.

Originally Posted by tommo

Jeff????

Woah! RC....

You had a baby!? I'm so sorry to hear that.

Want to talk more about it?

It's why I stepped down from staff. At the time, I was ill-prepared and literally felt my life was over..

At this 7 month stage in the game (two months left), I'm enthusiastic and positive.. and excited about having a child.. but not with her.

More for everyone.
I hope your dog is okay Erii!

I went outside to pick some grass for the bunny, but before I even stepped off the porch, I noticed my leg was itching like mad.
I got the grass and fed Cuddlebug, sat at my desk and scratched some more. When I finally actually looked at the area, I had 3 huge welts and at least that many spider bites Now they're oozing clear fluid. WTH? Bugs used to never bother me, but now it seems I'm being eaten left and right.

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Had no LD at all last week and this is already the second day of this week and still none o.o

I MUST GET ONE TONIGHT!

That reminds me, I haven't had one in way over a month now. :C I miss being lucid. Well, good luck. (=w=)=b

Ok the vet was like no help lol my dog was freaking out at the place and like choking himself. we waited for the actual vet to come in for like 30 minutes and he's like "All i see is a sore on his leg and some redness around his paws, try to give him benadryl for allergies" (the breed is prone to skin problems, which he's had in the past this time of year) so i just think his leg was irritated cause of the sore so hopefully it ends good

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

More for everyone.
I hope your dog is okay Erii!

I went outside to pick some grass for the bunny, but before I even stepped off the porch, I noticed my leg was itching like mad.
I got the grass and fed Cuddlebug, sat at my desk and scratched some more. When I finally actually looked at the area, I had 3 huge welts and at least that many spider bites Now they're oozing clear fluid. WTH? Bugs used to never bother me, but now it seems I'm being eaten left and right.

that is why i hate summer/spring!

I can't find my son's pacifier, it's driving me insane. It's amazing how many I have lost. My house must be hiding at least a dozen of them by now, along with innumerable socks, remote controls, and the one thong sandal I misplaced last week.

Also, I'm very hungry but do not want to eat. The story of the last 10 years of my life. It's getting old.

Originally Posted by Phion

when do these episodes usually occur?

Not sure tbh. Definitely more often in public, but recently I've been improving lots, haven't had it for a year or more.
But last night was for no reason while sitting at home. I think maybe it's to do with just uncertainty with what I'm going to do. (talked about that enough here)

Originally Posted by Jeff777

It's why I stepped down from staff. At the time, I was ill-prepared and literally felt my life was over..

At this 7 month stage in the game (two months left), I'm enthusiastic and positive.. and excited about having a child.. but not with her.

I don't think I could do that man, good on you for turning it around.
Maybe you can help her change too. (I know nothing about what's wrong with her obviously, just sayin' you obviously have the ability to make things right).

ColdCrisis and Tommo.

I've been running a low grade fever and have slept almost all day. Stupid spider bites.
Then Meesha turned around and peed on my bed again WTH dog?! So I smacked her bottom and took her outside. Stubborn mutt *grumble/grumble*

The bunny woke me up thumping. Thank goodness he's a thumper. My son failed to close the bathroom door all the way and Tiny (the cat) had her eyes on him. My oldest son heard him from the living room and was closing the bathroom door just as I was opening the door from my bedroom.
Now he's pooping (or something) liquid resembling blood. It might be because he ate too many bird seeds which didn't agree with him, or perhaps its a reaction to stress. Either way, he looks fine. No injuries, no cowering, still energetic...

I ate nothing today, then went to the Dollar Tree and bought more cheese and pepperoni... We don't have proper refrigeration, I was hungry and didn't want to waste it, so I ate 30 slices of pepperoni and 4 slices of cheese over a period of about an hour.
I'm still stuffed lol

So my mayor replied to my email...

Good morning Gavin,

Thank you for your message, which was received on June 9 regarding your concerns with respect to the proper approach to addressing drug crime in our communities. I understand your concerns and appreciate that you would bring them to my attention. I especially appreciate your concern about prohibition and will continue to engage the issues with stakeholders in order to address this important matter in the most effective way.

Once again, thank you for taking the time to bring these videos to my attention. I have forwarded this material on to our Crime Reduction Strategy office and requested that they review this material for future policy recommendations.

Sincerely,

Mayor Dianne Watts

But I'm not entirely sure if she actually watched the videos I sent her, or simply forwarded my email to someone else. I was kind of hoping she would watch them and maybe rethink her stance on the matter. Oh well, I'll just continue to pester her (and the rest of the city council) by using different email accounts.

Originally Posted by GavinGill

So my mayor replied to my email...


But I'm not entirely sure if she actually watched the videos I sent her, or simply forwarded my email to someone else. I was kind of hoping she would watch them and maybe rethink her stance on the matter. Oh well, I'll just continue to pester her (and the rest of the city council) by using different email accounts.

Well done!

Definitely keep pestering them.
Send letters and e-mails every week.

I got the same sort of response from my letter. They don't actually read it, basically they see what the general topic is about and paste in some pre-written responses, afaict, and then forward it to another department. (They sent mine to the Crime department, when I clearly stated it is a HEALTH issue multiple times. And then I complained to the Ombudsman and he said he does not have any jurisdiction over government departments, but anyway.) It's unlikely it's even the actual Mayor responding to you.

BUT, they do keep records of how many people write in about which issues. So if they see that 1000 people have written in about marijuana should be legal, they will be far, far more likely to campaign with that in mind.

So send to the higher-ups as well, not just local people.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

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Zhaylin, something I like about you is that you have all these serious issues going on which would consume most people's minds, but you focus more on little issues. You'll rant about a pet and your upset stomach and only as an afterthought will you mention the result of some big court case or something near the end. It's kind of amusing but in a good way, I'm not sure why I like it.

Originally Posted by GavinGill

So my mayor replied to my email...

Wow, congrats for taking an active role (or at least trying to, hopefully someone is reading your e-mail).

I keep hearing things in my attic. Shuffling, dragging sounds. There's no footsteps, just what can only be described as boxes being pushed around the floor. I am terrified. I feel like screaming or calling the cops or getting some fucking holy water. I want to send M. up to look, but I'm scared of knowing that things are actually legit being moved around up there and having no rational explaination. Ugh sleep is not going to come easy tonight.

So about 6 months ago I got this skin tag on my stomach. It was flesh colored and was soft like skin. So I didn't pay much attention to it. Then one day I scratched it and it came off. Okay, that kind of hurt. And now I just felt something really hard on my arm. So I look at my stomach and this little spot is all spikie and hard. I scratch it and now this clear fluid is coming out of it. What the crap is this?